Disclamer: This is a Vent. A monsterous one at that. I'm generaly not so hatefull. Just a word of caution before you read onward.
Those of you who know me personaly know that I'm a genearly calm person. You know its hard to get me angry and I'll usualy put up with anything. I'm generaly never angry but tonight is an exception. It was the Junior prom at my High School tonight. I'm a senior but I missed my own Jr. Prom so I thought I should go. Turns out that was a big mistake.
I hated every single aspect of it. The music was terrible. I can't stand any music I feel like goes against my morals. This basicly rules out most American music. I'm usualy okay with most stuff. I'll tolerate it. Then they played 'I like big butts'. I felt like sticking my finger down my throat and throwing up right there. My face literaly started twitching. After that each song only made me progressively angrier.
Part 2. The people. I generaly am okay with the people at my school. I used to be a loaner/geek 1-10 grade. At 11 and 12 though I started opening up a little. Therefore I know all of the people at my school sort of. I'll have to deal with them for the rest of the year so I can't vent on them. I don't share any interests with most of them. I'm not into 'dirt bikes', 'football', or 'hot girls'. In fact I despise each of those things. (One person was kind of nice though. She took a picture with me and we chatted about college for a bit and it was okay.)
The rest of the people however just joked around with me. I'm not too great at handling that kind of stuff. I tend to take things too seriously. My point of veiw is: Why say it if its just a joke at anothers expense? I perfer to spend time with either close friends or people I don't know at all.
Part 3. Dancing. I don't dance. At all. Actualy thats not true. At the anime convention I went to I danced. Not sure if I was good but I danced. If I know the people, hate the music, and the DJ's terrible (mixing in 'Chicken Dance' and 'YMCA' into the mix) then I don't dance. Combine 3 things I don't like I'm not going to dance.
Part 4. My 'friends'. Let me start with a warning. Santina, if you speak a word of this to anyone, I will punch you in the stomach so hard your going to wish I had never taken Karate classes. You directly I had little contact with. It would have been nice if you could get away from the Dancefloor for a while so we could TALK but I understand that you like it. Person 2, type: talkitive/peppy girl. I told you 4 times I don't want to dance. If you ask me one more freaking time I am going to punch you in the jaw. Person #3 type: academic(Japanese) rival with more ambition than I. Actualy she was pretty nice. She felt like a fish out of water like I did. Except my fish was in water but I was a saltwater fish in a chloinated swimming pool.
Lets see part 5 wasn't as huge. The Dresses. They were more amusing than anything. It did upset me that you had to be careful when you walked or you were going to step in someones 5 foot diameter dress. (I was sort of envious of this one guys top hat though and the canes that a bunch of people got with thier rented tuxedos)
Part 6. Prom theme. A night on the Red Carpet. They did a good job decorating and the theme wasnt terrible but you had to pick 'If everyone cared' by Nickleback to be the song. What the hell were you thinking. A song about war for your prom. I suppose you could say its adiquite for your generation but come on. Pick something less depressing for your night to remember.
All in all I hated it. I had to leave after an hour because I felt like I was going to punch someone. I never found a more adiquite time to expand my vocabulary to include the word cesspool. If I had to describe this night in a quote it would be one from Final Fantasy X:
Yuna: "Wanna scream?"
Tidus: "I really don't think that's gonna help this time.
I did scream when I got home. I side kicked a tree for a solid 10 minutes too. It didn't help all that much. It did help me to not scream at my parents when I got home though and they ask "How was it?". I'm home after one hour of being there. How do you think it was? Blissful? "Gosh, mom and pop it was just swell. Thats why I'm back so early. It was sooooo good I couldn't stand it any longer."
It was a bad night but I do feel a bit better after typing it all down. It did make me realise how badly I need to get into college. I know for a fact that things will be better in a large school. I'm a lot better with people I don't know at all. The only way I would feel comfortable at a High School dance would be wearing a Guy Fawkes mask.
I'm sorry if I offended anyone with what I said. I just really needed to vent.
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Feel free to comment if you like. When I get angry though its a storm and I generaly stop thinking. It helps me to vent online. Thanks for listening if you did and I understand if you didn't. I'm going to go stare at the moon outside now. It's mostly full and looks nice with the clear weather we're having right now. I bet it will help me to calm down.
Disclamer: The preciding was a Vent. A monsterous one at that. I'm generaly not so hatefull. The views expressed in this journal entry do not reflect those of Mr. Neko Cap and should be treated thusly.
 Neko Cap · Sun Apr 29, 2007 @ 05:10am · 1 Comments |
