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I miss your smile... What is there to smile about?. So much... Its all in the perception friend, and I am your friend, not like that depressing piece of strofoam you've been listening to so much... You're going to tell me to enjoy the way things are going? To enjoy the loss of friends; of comfort? I'm sorry, but I fail to see the fun in being lonely all the time, and, you know, you're just a piece of styrofoam, too... Yes, but I'm your friend... Hmm... You've lost focus on yourself, lost too much strength to things you felt affection for. Paid too much attention to people you know would disappoint. You know what they are!! Don't expect anything but nasty irritation from anyone you didn't create... Maybe. Well, yes, this mood has grown pententiously heavy. Maybe I should just try to enjoy things... Yes!! Do exactly that! You're alive for now! Why waste your existence mimicking the dead?! So enjoy!! ... Yes. But you know, I'll only go back to my previous mood. Eventually, it always happens like that. Well, Hurry then!! Play while you can still appreciate it!!
OKAY! I think I'll go out! That should be interesting.
Yes. In fact.....
I'm smiling already.
 xPuLax · Sat May 05, 2007 @ 12:12am · 0 Comments |
