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Walking along a dreary path
holding a bloody knife
used it to show my wrath;
taking a person's simple life.
Destorying the life with a swipe.
Staring as I walk at the cold ground,
licking the knife, the blood was ripe.
Hearing the echo of a screaming sound,
smiling with deep, deep satisfaction.
Continuing to walk, the rain pours down,
waiting, expecting a public reaction.
Watching some ants starting to drown
giving off a smile, a simple smile.
Walks over to the old rotting tree
leaning against it for a while.
Hears a siren and starts to flee.
Dropping the knife and starts to run
to a place where no one knows.
Sighing when arriving and lifts a gun
holding it up to the head as a loud sound goes
off, collapsing to the cold, damp ground.
Blood drips from the bullet wound,
slowly dying hoping not to be found.
 addrgal · Sat Jan 22, 2005 @ 02:53am · 1 Comments |
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Why does this feeling still linger?
It hurts every time to look at your finger.
Knowing that your love will never be for me
get my heart filled with saddness and jealousy.
I keep all my love, saving it just for you,
even though I know it's a dream that won't come true.
I am obsessed I admit it, why cant i get you out of my mind?
Often... I just keep on wishing that someday you'll be mine.
As long as you are happy I should just ignore this jealousy...
but why does it keep getting harder and harder for me?
How can I just make you have a loving smile?
Just that simple smile make my living worth all the while.
You are the one I truly love deep within my heart,
but I know, I know you will never become apart.
I will just keep loving you from far, far away,
you are all I really think about the most, each and every day.
addrgal · Sat Jan 22, 2005 @ 02:01am · 0 Comments |
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Full of hope and filled with doubt,
you are all I keep thinking about.
Even though you are far away
you are in my heart always to stay.
All the hope that I am holding
is a feeling I can't be showing.
All this doubt is all so true
all because of these feelings for you.
I sometime wish that they would go away
but I know for a fact they will always stay.
I really love this feeling I get
and it is a feeling that I will not regret.
addrgal · Sat Jan 22, 2005 @ 02:00am · 0 Comments |
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smile = me
biggrin = the one i love
heart = my heart
cool = gifts
surprised = happy
smile + heart = biggrin
smile give cool to biggrin I will make biggrin surprised
addrgal · Thu Nov 11, 2004 @ 05:57pm · 2 Comments |
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Just the thought of you makes me sad
you moved away from this land.
Remembering the good times that made me smile
often just those memories make living worth while.
Missing everything about you, especially your eyes
sometimes it just hurts for me to realize
that you are gone, away from my side.
These feelings inside, keep getting harder to hide.
I love you, I'm serious I really do
I just keep wishing that you will love me too.
addrgal · Mon Nov 08, 2004 @ 11:20pm · 0 Comments |
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I believed in you
with my heart so true.
Believing every word you say
you say the opposite the next day.
You spread something that is a lie
something about me, it makes me cry.
You beg and ask for my trust,
I am kind, I feel I must.
You promise me that you won't tell
but all I knew you started to yell.
Breaking my trust yet again
feeling my trust for you drain.
Giving up my trust in you
hurts... it makes me blue.
addrgal · Mon Nov 08, 2004 @ 11:09pm · 0 Comments |
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Often I keep on thinking of you
sometimes it just makes me blue.
Then I realize you don't want me to be sad
instead you just want me to be glad.
Whenever I just think of you I just have to smile
because you have made my life worth while.
Sometimes I forget that you are not here,
when I don't see you I remember you're not near.
I am afraid that you will forget about me
but all I want is for you to be happy.
You... are the girl that I fell for
at times in my heart I wish for more.
Sometimes I just wish that we were together
smiling, having a good time, so things couldn't be better.
Crying as I keep on missing you
I love you with my heart so true.
addrgal · Sat Nov 06, 2004 @ 06:08pm · 0 Comments |
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Sometimes I find myself wanting to cry
and at other times I wish to die.
Often I wonder what's the point in life
and I turn back to look at the blood on my knife.
Watching the blood drip down my side
grasping the knife I stab deeper inside.
The blood keeps dripping, it forms a pool
smiling at myself for being so cruel.
As my blood drains out of me
I smile, now I'm happy.
My body falls to the ground
my heart stops, not making a sound.
No one finds my bloody body
now I am gone, now I am free.
addrgal · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 01:27am · 0 Comments |
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