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yes this is what happens when i get board i post in my journal yes im actully doing more with it now then i ever did before oh well life sucks what can i say. its not that bad i have my love with me and im out on my own. its time i try do somthing more with my life and im doing good at it so far and im haveing a better time in life then i ever have before.

its being out of work and the darkness that still sarounds me and seeks my death. but my friends and my love help me through the tough times. im just happy that life is on an upswing all though its dipping abit to much for my taste right now.

i am lost and confused pain dripps from me my wrists kill my my blood forsakes me and my heart destroys me. why do i continue to live why do i give people what they want to make them happy at the expence of my own happyness. it makes no sincei am lost and in pain forgive me what i have done.