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I'm... thirsty. I'm going to finish up this pro-nonsense entry and get meself some water. Yum, raspberry.

There's an annoying kid in my French class whom I dislike very much. He seems to get the impression that we're friends, but were not. I... can't stand this kid. Makes me damn uncomfortable.

Like the title says, I lack motivation. I don't know why, but I really hate school to the point that I get mild anxiety attacks. I have a hard time making new friends as well. People just tend to annoy me now... And I don't really feel like being the victim of an odd unfeeling friendship. I hate being used like that.

But... I digress. I want to become a singer or a manga-ka, but it all seems out of reach. I never seem to be good enough... But, even if I have to self-motivate myself to achieve such dream, I guess I will have to. Do I have a choice otherwise? Nope.

I knew reality was crap, but I never realised how futile it is. Like with pollution; people need to recycle and use energy efficient vehicles to prolong the life of the planet so that more may live, but there will always be people who will be idiots. I. Hate. Idiots.

So in the end, we'll all die of congestive heart failure. Oops!

Life sucks at times, but it gets better sometimes. Damn, I want to delete that emo header of mine, but it won't let me. Eh, whatever.