wow iam trusted i jus feel betrayed by carl, i mean i dont talk to the guy enough and he acts like the resident pro on my abilites i mean seriously the only person that knows me was kristina jackie and john for a while since the summer i went threw alot, i mean they abonded me as a friend, because i believed in love, because it was easier to take devs side and thats fine but atleast john is given me a chance and doest lie about me john is my brother still is and i love him alot but i jus wish what had happened wasnt takenthe wrong way i wanna be happy with les and i will nothing is going tostop me from loving her no one really understands me and i dont even understand me but i try to do good i really do iam not an evil person jus a person who has given alot , but i never ask for anything except respect and to be trusted sigh iam happy i know less actually trust me so yay iam happy so bye bye for now
Blaize Essorexx · Sun Mar 27, 2005 @ 04:46am · 1 Comments |