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So as I read my pleads from last year to make 2007 a good year, I've come to the realization that I've let myself down.
How pathetic.
There's so much to do right now, and it is now more than ever that I am feeling the pressure of TIME.
For it moves steadily onwards, inching further and wasting seconds of my life force as we know it.
My resolutions for the year 2008?
I won't be naive.
I shall be blatant and blunt.
I want to figure out where I'm going to go to school.
I want to either tell Vidit how I feel or just give up entirely.
I want to take AP Beeken, or just tell the old man he can take his class and shove it up his a**.
Figure out my sexuality.
College and career.
Well s**t, a lot to do, eh?
Let's see what'll happen in 2008.
See ya till 2009.
-silver.
 silverbleach42 · Fri Dec 28, 2007 @ 06:39am · 0 Comments |
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What's the story, morning glory? |
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"All your dreams are made--when you chain to the mirror and the razorblade, today's the day that all the world will see..."
Mmmmmm...I love that song.
So...not doing much, posting for some delicious gold.
PM or something, for a little entertainment in my day?
Yours,
Sammy
silverbleach42 · Sun May 27, 2007 @ 04:03am · 0 Comments |
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"When the summer is gone it won’t be long till some one’s got the fever creeping inside..."
The Fever-The Academy Is....
Alright then....
KYAAAAAA! Someone gave me a Celebrity Date!
Damn, that's exciting.
People rock nowadays... blaugh
Well, this is just to say a big THANKS to whoever gave it to me.
I LOVE YOUUUUUUU!
Always Yours,
Sammy
<33333333333333333333
silverbleach42 · Sun May 06, 2007 @ 09:03pm · 0 Comments |
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I was so high I ran in place... |
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"I keep on playing our favorite song, I turn it up, while you're gone, it's all I got when you're in my head, and you're in my head and we need it..."
In My Head by Queens Of The Stone Age.
I remember when Marcos told me about that band...
Good times, good times.
I love that foo. <3333
Anyways...
Life has made a complete 180 for me.
I had Jamba Juice for the 1st time today!
Yummy Caribbean Passion. <333
And...
I went to Tilly's and bought clothes and went to Target and...
Ohmigod.
Dude, I just told my dad that I wanted a Zune player and..
He told me I could get one in THREE WEEKS!!!!
Holy s**t!
I'm so effing stoked, man!
Aww man life is so awesome right now.
Haha, I'm so happy....
Like Jason Mraz says...
"Alalalala, life is wonderful..."
silverbleach42 · Tue Jan 16, 2007 @ 12:29am · 0 Comments |
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And she called out a warning... |
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"Don't ever let life pass you by..."
Again, more Incubus.
What can I say?
The music gets me.
Anyways...
I wonder.
I know there are so many people saying,"Enjoy life, control your life."
....But....
how do I go about that?
How can I throw aside the empty void that I feel and enjoy life?
It makes no sense.
I want to know the joy that some people feel...
But I all I feel is solitude and darkness.
It's strange...
But in the end, all it does is make me laugh.
Ha ha, ha, ha.
silverbleach42 · Sun Jan 07, 2007 @ 04:10am · 1 Comments |
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Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty, stinging clear... |
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"Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, with open arms and open eyes, yeah.."
Incubus.
Drive.
Brilliant song.
Absolutely bloody brilliant song.
So...
I MET MELISSA DE LA CRUZ today.
You know, just saying.
AHHHH!
She was so cool.
She signed my book!
Ahh....it's so wonderful...
So anyways..
I feel kinda....neutral about life right now.
In the love section,that is.
I've finally decided to listen to Foamy and I've decided I don't need anyone to validate my existence.
It's alright being single.
It makes me love me for who I truly am.
Which reminds me...
I got a haircut!
It looks like brandon boyd's when I don't straighten it or do anything fancy.
Ohmigosh yayyyy!
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Right now, I don't care what life has in store for me.
As bon jovi would say....
"When the world gets in my way, I say..Have a nice day."
or better put...
"It's my life, it's now or never, and I ain't gonna live forever, I'm just gonna live while I'm alive, cause it's my life."
Alright.
Hmm, starting with Incubus, ending with Bon Jovi...
This could mark the beginning of a very, very good year.
silverbleach42 · Sun Jan 07, 2007 @ 12:58am · 0 Comments |
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"I think it was the fourth of July."
Ahhh yes, the lovely Chicago.
Dude, is it just me, or did the lead singer look absolutely sexxxxy in that music video???
Well, I thought so.
Anyways...
I have decided to grace you all with a blog entry, because all of mine have been on xanga.
The year of 2006 is coming to an end.
Yes, the year probably has been a strange one for us all.
For me, it's been one hell of a ride.
I went through a lot.
But I'm looking forward to so much more.
In 2006, I learned a lot of things.
Here's a small list:
♠I learned that love is bullshit.
♠But...there's still hope. I know it.
♠ That I have the skill to get into LACHSA.
♠ I can't take my gifted talents for granted. I have to work for my grades, I can't just slide by. (thanks pablo!)
♠ That 9th grade is the most essential year that I will need for college admissions.
♠ That my 9th grade will affect my 12th grade. (Thanks Cimone's dad and my mommy!)
♠ No one can be trusted in this world but yourself.
♠ Only you can depend on yourself.
♠ You control what happens to yourself, not the world around you.
♠ Friends are nice, but for how long do you know you'll have them?
♠If you're smart, it's a blessing. Don't take it for granted.
♠Overall...you have to appreciate life but yet know how to manipulate it in your favor.
I realized somethings, too...
♠ Every year, because you learn new things and experience so much, you change.
♠ Therefore, you are always changing, and you never even notice it.
♠ Appreciate when you have good grades. Cause sometimes, you may find yourself with a progress report that has a C on it for honors algebra.
♠ Just....
♠ Stay strong.
♠ No matter what happens.
♠ Always, always, always...
♠ Know that you have your back.
♠ I don't know what I would do without Johnathan.
♠ He is me.
♠ Without him...
♠ I am nothing.
♠ I'm just saying that because I know that I need to depend on myself to survive.
♠Oh, and you may not know who Johnathan is.
♠Actually, only one other person excluding me knows.
♠ And she is my worst enemy.
♠ Therefore, I doubt you'll ever find out who he is.
♠ I doubt she even remembers.
♠ Hahahaha....
♠ Right then
♠ Peace, and please...
♠ Make your new year be a year of importance.
♠ Live every day like you will never live again.
♠ That is all I have to say.
♠Sammy
silverbleach42 · Sun Dec 31, 2006 @ 09:26pm · 1 Comments |
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