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It's me again.

I'm currently locked in my room with all the lights off listening to "The
Tide" by the Spill Canvas (the most depressing song ever) and am staring at the bright computer screen in hopes of blinding myself. Why you ask? It's because my dad finally got onto my school's website and saw I'm failing two of my classes so Mr. Perfect freaked, b***h-slapped me across the face, and locked me in my room, where I'll be residing for the next four days (and yes, I'm receiving food, water and I have a bathroom so it's not illegal). Now I can't have my phone, ipod, or anything electronic except my computer without internet (i just hacked into my computer's internet connection and got it running) and I'm thinking about running away to either Mexico or Seattle, I'm still deciding. It sucks that I failed my driving test or else I'd have left a long time ago.
I know it's my fault that I'm failing classes but I can't ******** help that I'm a god damn idiot. If I were in a worse mood like I was two hours ago, I would've completely trashed my teachers, but I don't feel like doing that now. No, what I DO want to do now is go to Mexico. I don't give a s**t where I go as long as it's out of this ******** city and away from my shitty a** family.