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I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE ALL THESE POPULAR GUYS AND NONE OF THEM EVEN KNOW I EXIST!!!!!
Brendan: Hotttie, awesome popular status, nice, funny, not a dumb person, I LUV HIM!!!! but guess what... He has no idea I exist, sure he knows my name but really I have no chance.
Dominick: Going out with possibly the most popular girl ever (Stephanie) so There is no way I am ever gonna have a chance with him sooooo...
Zac: On a different team than I am and likes Stephanie so... also for some strange reason he doesn't like me anymore.
Martell: I kinda like him an itty bitty bit only because he was the first guy I ever had a real relationship with so I am kinda still used to him being there.
So there you have it... all the guys that I like are popular and don't even know I exist or they hate me for reasons I can't explain.
 xoxgucciemodelxox · Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 05:12pm · 1 Comments |
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So Rayna(me) has always been thought of as smart... kinda atleast. And guess what! I am gonna do realllllly bad in Life Management. I am supposed to be making a monkey but I haven't gotten any farther than the arms and the back and it''s due in a week. So there is that little issue. Another one is that I can literally feel myself slipping down the social ladder. (Yes there is a social ladder if thats what youir wondering) So last year I was friends with a lot of peopl like Marteel and Patrick and Evan C. And Elena, Jade, and Majesta, and Jacqueline, and Ally, and Zac was like my best guy friend Ever. Now (for reasons I can't explain) THEY ALL HATE ME!!! or atleast don't talk to me anymore. Last year (uh oh a secret is coming) I really liked Zac... like really liked him *wink* *wink* and We were like really good friends. So over the summer we both got invitesd over to this wierd kid noah's house and we were each others lifelines. He left early but we were continually text messagin each other and we told each other like serious stuff about each other. He helped me learn ho to skateboard and when I fell he grabbed my hands and helped me up. (well actually I was pushed by another weird kid at Noah's party whom Zac later beat the crap out of) And I was really exited. I thought he was going to ask me out. Now it's like none of that ever happened and to be frank i still like him and I wish he would stop being so distant with me. crying
xoxgucciemodelxox · Wed Feb 28, 2007 @ 11:12pm · 2 Comments |
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Hello everyone! I have been wanting to write in here since Friday but I haven't been able to get on the computer so here I am... Monday morning and I am just now getting on the computer!!
Friday I went to this thing called teen night where all of the 7th graders and older from my school go to this huge dance with like a whole bunch of good music like Fergalicious and stuff like that. There were also some slow songs but those are annoying so I say "screw them". So Before Teen Night Me and my friend Alex got tigether and went together. (As friends obviously, Alex is a girl. rolleyes ) When i first got there they weren't playing any good music so we waited for all of my friends to get there and when they did we like never left each others sides! Me and Alex, and Alexandra, and Evan, and Kaity, and Veronica where lilke glued to the hips of each other which was pretty cool. Alot of my other frinds were there too like carli. I don't know if julia was there or not but I didn't see her very much if she was. So after the song Fergalicious was done playing I spotted my crush who not only doesn't run in the same circles as I do but he is soooooo hot! So after that it was alll over with. Almost every momentI was hanging out with my friends I was afraid of looking like a fool in front of Brendan. xd But it as okay I guess. Near the end I was sooo caught up in trying to peice together Stephainie's dramatic Breakup/get together with like half the guys in our school that I kind of forgot all about him!! Okay so Stephanie broke up with Jacob then Dominick thought that they were going out which they both wanted but weren't yet. Then a slow song came along and Zac danced with her because he thought that they were going out. Dominick thought the same thing and strted to cry. Now I don't know if Stephanie is going out with Dominick yet or not!!!! scream SHE IS TOO GOSH DARN POPULAR!!! But ateast she isn't a snob. confused
xoxgucciemodelxox · Mon Feb 05, 2007 @ 02:19pm · 1 Comments |
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I am gonna cry. I really am. I bet none of you want to hear why but since I am only talking to my journal I am going to say why anyways.
Well okay, let's start with 4th grade. I was playing on the playground and a girl stubbed her toe or fell or something and I offered to take her to the office because I am nice like that. It turns out that this girl's name is Elena. She seemed really nice so we started hanging out.
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5th grade: Me and Elena are best friends and then I met Jade. Jade and Elena and I immediately became best friends! We hung out all the time but everyone knew that Elena and I were the really good friends. We went over to each other's houses and I helped her pick out her dog. We were such good friends that she even gave me partial ownership of the dog. I would go out on her boat with her and we would make up funny words that we would wander around school saying because they were funny and we would have our own inside joke! Well then Jade and I also began doing stuff like that. We hung out at the Pleasant ridge pool and had all these stories to tell. After a whil whenever one person thought of one of us they would think of the rest too. It was always Elena, Rayna, Jade. (Elena and Rayna rhyme)
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6th grade: We began being really good friends and for some reason we were the most popular girls in school. Guys kept wanting to go out with us all and heck... we were cool! I never would have imagiuned why. Well what I didn't know was that we were popular because we were with Elena. That blonde haired, skinny, abercrombie wearing girl. Soon Jade started going anorexic and started wearing abercrombie clothes. By around that time Majesta came into the mix. She was really nice and as soon as I met her I started hanging out wih her more. It was also around that time when Elena started talking about me behind my back. She started dissing me and spreading rumors. After a while it was just me, jade, and majesta. Then the end of the year came around and 4 days before school was over Martell asked me out. I willingly agreed and that was that. We danced, hugged, and skated together. It waas bliss. Well then the new trio had to go and ruin it. Elena Jade and Majesta were ignoring me like I wasn't there. I thought it would pass so I called Jade over the summmer to wish her happy birthday. She never answered. I found out from one of my best friends now that she thought I was a poser and she hated me. I cryed so much and reading all these journals of my friends just makes that wound all the more sore... crying crying crying crying
Well that's all. I am now in 7th grade and things aren't different.
xoxgucciemodelxox · Fri Feb 02, 2007 @ 12:58am · 1 Comments |
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Okay Jullia, I took your test and I am putting my replies right here for you to see!
1: are we friends?DUH!
2: if not, would you lke to?...
3: what would u do if i lived next to u ?We would hang out every day and do h.w and stuff
4: what would u do if i was doing alchohol and such ? Smack you upside the head and knock some sense into you!
5:what would u do if i was smoking ? I would calmly ask you to stop but leave you if you were insistent... But I would really try to stop you but I wouldn't put our friendship at risk for something like that.
6: what would u do if i was about to commit suicide ?I would kidnap you and take you to my house where you would live until you would be happy again!
7: what would u do if i was in the hospital because i got hurt or sumthing? I would visit you everyday and bring you gifts.
8: what would u do if i got into a fight and u were there ? I would stand by ur side and beat the hel out of those punks!!
9: what would u do if i got in a fight and u werent there? I would cry that I couldn't help you and then I would hunt down those punks and beat the hel outta them!
10: what would u do if i got into a fight and i got hurt ? same as before... WHERE ARE THOSE PUNKS!! *ninja* *spinkick* ASAHN CHOP!
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1: are we close? DUH!! again
2: on a scale of 1-10 how nice am i ? 50,000,000
3: what would u do if i said i loved u ?I would ask you what you meant...
4: how long do u think we will be friends/enemies ? 4 ever!
5: If u loved me what would u do to tell me? .... that's kinda a weird question. But if we are strictly speaking hypothetical then I guess I would just go straight up to you and say it.
6: what would u do if i went to the same school/college/job as u? Jump up and down with joy.
7: do u think ill ever marry sumone? Yeah!
8: do u think i should be cooler? No Juju you are prolly as cool as you can get without being a total snob!
9: what would u do if i was going to do sumthing stupid and dangerous(like driving a car off a cliff? ) I would kidnap you again and force you to be HAPPY!!!
10:are u gonna put this in your journal and see what i say about u? I already did!
xoxgucciemodelxox · Thu Feb 01, 2007 @ 10:08pm · 1 Comments |
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Okay, this is a response to those few comments that I got. Carli and Julia, yes I know that that article with Diana (a.k.a rayna's little hombre) was pretty weird but you guys have to realize that I put Diana under BFFAEAEAE because I have been her "lil hombre" since 2nd grade. I have known her for like ever. So I hope you understand that you two are my best friends but I haven't known you for as long... I HOPE YOU DON"T GET UPSET!!!!!!!
question crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying question
P.S. You know that I still Luv ya right???
<3 Like a sis remember. sweatdrop
xoxgucciemodelxox · Thu Feb 01, 2007 @ 09:49pm · 1 Comments |
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Hello all of my adoring fans!!! LOl, just joking! So yeah I am hangin' wit mah bestest buddy right now, and watching Saturday Night LIve. I could say I am pretty content with my life right now. But for those who know me my mood could change at the drop of a hat so.... yeah. Look out or i'll blow my top. stressed stressed stressed sweatdrop BUT I AM DOING JUST DANDY RIGHT NOW SO YOU'RE ALL GOOD!!! For now... emo emo Oh and tell me what kind of friend my best friend is if she is constantly worried about me going on a crazy psychotic murder-spree, but she says that if I do I should kill her moms cat first... So she can get a kitten. WHAT KINDA SICKO IS THAT?!?!?! eek eek
Diana(a.k.a rayna's lil hombre)- I deeply resent the fact that i wish to kill that cat, even if its true. but there is a deeper meaning behind this action. My cat(not my moms) has cancer...he is dying. crying My mom said that when my cat dies, i can get a kitten. he was supposed to die like 5 MONTHS AGO! dont get me wrong, i love him but i REALLY want a kitten. my moms cat is older, and has lived a nice life, so i think that rayna should "accidentally" drop a bowling ball on its head. then i couldnt get the blame, but i COULD get a kitten. See. Everybody wins!!! Except for the cat of course who by this time is prolly dead... lol
xoxgucciemodelxox · Sun Jan 07, 2007 @ 05:09am · 2 Comments |
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Okay, there was this dude who just asked to be my buddy and I didn't know who the heck he was, if that was you Evan... URGH!!! Hisusername was Thelman56 so if that's you Evan look out dude. ninja ninja twisted
xoxgucciemodelxox · Fri Dec 01, 2006 @ 03:40pm · 0 Comments |
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I just met this really cool dude while I was fishing, he was really nice and cool. I just asked him to be my buddy so yeah. It's pretty cool. Let's just say we got along well. smile heart smile
xoxgucciemodelxox · Fri Dec 01, 2006 @ 03:37pm · 1 Comments |
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