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WHAT THEY TOOK/ WHAT THEY GAVE
What They Took

They took away my childhood
My laughter and my innocence
they took away my privacy
first my lock and then my door
they took away my since of safety
with the hundreds of slaps

What They Gave

They gave to me all my fear
When am I going to be hit again
They gave to me anger
being mad at myself and at them
But most of all they gave me hate
hate for the world around me


Knight in Shining Armor
Tears well up in my eyes
everyday I hope you come
to call on me
then I start to wonder
is this all in my head
some made up fairy tale
everyday I think about you

or shall I say
dream about you
I hope your not
some made up dream
but my knight in shining armor

Someone I can
Cherish and
someone I know is
there to hug me
when I'm down
someone to laugh
with me when
I'm happy

It's lonely, you not
being here, not
being in my arms
then I awake
and realize

Your not here
I know now
you will never be
I'm destained for
a life of solitude

while you live
your life with
family and friends
and I sit in the corner
a wishin' and a dreamin'
for my knight in shining
armor to come for me


I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that unlike you
I can not forced myself to be fake
I'm sorry that unlike you
I am comfortable enough in my
own body that i will dress to be me

I'm sorry that unlike you
I can't laugh at everyones jokes
I'm sorry that like you
I judge others by their looks
I"m sorry that like you
I did not do more to help

I'm sorry that unlike you
I am loud and at times obnoxious
I'm sorry that unlike you
I did not try to please other people

I'm sorry that like you
I have hurt other people
I'm sorry that like you
I actually do care

I'm sorry that I
am me and not who
you wanted me to be


... Elipsese
A dusty old memory
left forgotten
stuffed in the deepest
pockets of the mind
grown soggy and gray
like an old wet newspaper
unreadable, frayed and torn

Once a well loved memory
buried and weighed down
with greif and loss
burdened by time its self

What once was cherished
is now forgotten, retired
left in peace
or should we say peices


WE
we once were
but now we arn't
we once did
but now we don't
we once saw
but now we can't
we once tried
but now we've failed
once apon a time we could have
once apon a time we might have


Wondering
Sitting locked in a bare room
Starving all but for food
Staring out the window
Searching for the light

Wondering when her day will come
Wishing for it soon
Waiting for her day in the light
Wanting a peace of the mind

Climbing for the mountain top
Cleaning up her act
Covering up the lies she told
Crossing out the facts

Wondering when her day will come
Wishing for it soon
Waiting for her day in the light
Wanting a peace of the mind

Reaching for the mountain top
Running through the rain
Racing to meet her goals
Rolling through the grass below

Wondering when her day will come
Wishing for it soon
Waiting for her day in the light
Wanting a peace of the mind

Sitting locked in a bare room
Starving all but for foooooood...


answer truthfully
cuz taku said so....
cuz taku said so....
Cuz Taku said so...

AM I moody?-
Am I sweet?-
Am I crazy?-
Am I insane?-
Am I funny?-
Am I ugly?-
Am I psycho?-
Am I annoying?-
Am I a good person?-
Am I odd?-
2)******Would You******
Hug me?-
Kill me?-
kiss me?-
Marry me?-
Miss me if i was gone?-
Listen to my problems?-
Hug me if i cried?-
Be a good friend?-

3)******If You Could...******
Give me a new name it would be?-
Hook me up with someone who would it be? (Not a celeb.) -
Hook me up with a celeb who would it be?-
Do one thing with me it would be?-
Drop me one piece of advice it would be?-

4)******Just A Few Questions******
What do u like about me?-
What do u hate about me?-
What is my best quality?-
Do you ahte me?-
Is my personality cute?-

1. Who are you?-
2. Do you have a crush on me?(not love just a normal average crush)-
3. are you in love with me?-
4. Are we good friends?-
5. Do we know each other in real life?-
6. Am I hot?-
7. Is my avatar hot? (Lol)-
8. Whats your favorite kind of music?-
9. Will you put this in your journal so i can answer these questions about you!?-
10. do you know shonen_lord?-
11. If so do you hate him?-

You stupid...i cant...what the...JEW!!!....lol


Your Eyes
I lay awake at night
trying to picture you
to tell you i will
never forget you

as much as I try
all I can see are
your adoring eyes
but still i try

I try to feel your
strong arms around
me never letting the
bad get to me

why did you do it
why did you do it
I cry tears pouring
down my face
I put flowers on
you grave
the very next day
and tell you I still love you
then I go on my way


DEAR GOD,
Why did you have to do it. To take away one so young. To take away a baby so cared for and loved.
Why did you have to do it. To take my baby brother away. To take little Joey away.
Why did you have to do it. To show the disease on his older brothers birthday.
Why did you have to do it. To cause our family so much misery. To cause so much pain and suffering.
Why did you have to do it. To take my little brother away from me.

Dear God,
Please keep him safe in Heaven


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