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Lily Raine
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Posted: Mon Oct 18, 2010 @ 07:41am
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 @ 06:55am
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Bored, and it's been like 2.5 years.
1. What is your occupation? I'm a CSR at an insurance claims company. I work in a freaking corporate office in a cubicle.
2. What color are your socks right now? No socks.
3. What are you listening to right now? Justin Something... Begins with an 'N'...
4. What was the last thing that you ate? Ginger Ale
5. Can you drive a stick shift? Nope.
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Blood Red
7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Joe.
8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Don't remember who did.
9. How old are you today? 21
10. Favorite drink? Long Island Iced Tea, Dyke's Revenge, Sex on the Beach
11. What is your favorite sport to watch? Hockey
12. Have you ever dyed your hair? Many times. It's dyed blonde now.
14. Pets? Three cats, a dog, and a gerbil.
15. Favorite food? Raspberries
16. What was the last movie you watched? Anchorman.
17. Favorite day of the year? May 19th
18. What do you do to vent anger? Gossip horribly.
19. What was your favorite toy as a child? My bear, Cabby.
20. What is your favorite fall or spring? I love Fall.
21. Hugs or kisses? I love hugs. Only if I know the person though.
22. Cherries or blueberries? BING Cherries.
23. Do you want your friends to email you back? I'm not emailing, but good try.
24. Who is most likely to respond? No one.
25. Who is least likely to respond? See above, jackass.
26. Living arrangements? Living with my mom and my boyfriend.
27. When was the last time you cried? The other day.
28. What is on the floor of your closet? I don't know. I don't use the closet.
29. Who is the friend you have had the longest that you are sending this to? Not sending this...
30. What did you do last night? Spent a lovely evening with Gary.
31. Favorite smells? Burning wood.
32. What inspires you? Passion.
33. What are you afraid of? Clowns, spiders, and people putting their hands around my neck or over my mouth.
34. Plain, cheesy, or spicy hamburgers? I don't eat hamburgers...
35. Favorite dog breed? Rottweiler.
36. Number of keys on your key ring? I don't remember, and I don't feel like going to get them.
37. How many years at your current job? Almost a year. A year in June.
38. Favorite day of the week? Wednesday. Day off. Or Saturday.
39. How many states have you lived in? Ohio.
40. Favorite holiday? My birthday.
42. Ever driven a Motorcycle or heavy machinery? Uh, a four wheeler and a forklift...
43. Who's your favorite NFL team? Don't have one.
44. Do you have a house phone that is NOT cordless? It's the only one we have.
45. 10 inches of snow or 100 degree weather? I'd rather be cold than hot.
46. If you could have any occupation in the world, what would it be? Lawyer
My Brothers, My Sisters, My Blood...
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Lily Raine
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Lily Raine
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 07:53am
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Peace.
I've become much more peaceful. I'm glad, it was about time.
On the other hand, I'm also organizing a peace rally for the war in Iraq to end. Just to show the boys out there that we do care about them, and we want them home just as much as they want to come home. There's no reason to fight a political war. There's no reason for this to still be going on. Why can't we be in a time of peace? We've been at war since 9/11 happened, but it's time for our country to move on. Most have moved on with their lives after such a tragedy. No, we'll never forget the souls departed on that day, but why are we still at war? It's not for them. It's for a president who wants to finish what Daddy started. It's not right, it's not fair, and this isn't justice. Justice is bringing our men and women overseas back home and showing them how much we appreciate them. And those that have been killed, we need to honour their memory.
This is why we need to march. To get the word out that we want them home. That we want peace with Iraq. That we're tired of all the fighting for a unjust cause and dying for a politician's war. I appreciate those fighting, but it's time to bring them home.
Peace and Love,
Lily Raine
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Posted: Fri Jul 27, 2007 @ 04:11am
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Cynicism is with you always.
I've discovered that you never outgrow your cynicism. It never leaves you, nothing. You can't escape it. I'm returning to my darker self, which is something I wanted to avoid. But, I fear it's inevitable. My personality is still me, but my demeanor shows something inexplicably dark that I can't shed. I can't reach out, because I don't want to be deemed a failure, and I really don't feel like bothering anyone with my problems. I just want to live my quiet life. Y'know, I'd really love to live on a farm and make my living that way, but my love of law won't let me. But is that really enough to keep my sanity? I want to just push everyone away, but I know one I do, I won't get them back again. These aren't the people to take advantage of like that. I couldn't do that to them. Even James, who's hurt me so much, in ways he doesn't even know about. I couldn't hurt him more by shoving him from me. The things I've said to him tore at his deepest fears, and had him wanting to throw himself out a window... I hate myself for it. And yet, thinking about all that, I'm not even tearing up or anything. Completely straight faced. Even said something cheerfully to my brother. I'm a good actress, I guess. My eyes are darker, that's the only difference. But that's why I avoid eye contact for too long. No one can really keep my gaze anymore. I'm not much for small talk either. Where I'd usually engage in light conversation, I'm just quiet now. It's unpleasant, but petty chatter is as well. I feel my shell returning after so many years of fighting it off, and I can't say a damn word to anyone about it. My best friends can't even tell that I might need some help with everything. I want to say this secrecy isn't in my nature, but I'd be lying. It's only recently that I started opening up to people, and that's what got me here. Whatever.
I don't even feel up to my usual ending tonight.
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Lily Raine
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Lily Raine
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 @ 02:53am
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Posted: Sat Mar 24, 2007 @ 05:16am
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Survey
Life has been shitty, and I need a break, Here's a mindless survey to take my mind off recent events.
1. What is your occupation? Part-time student, Crew trainer
2. What color are your socks right now? Feet ones... I don't like socks.
3. What are you listening to right now? Easier to Run - Linkin Park
4. What was the last thing that you ate? Crackers
5. Can you drive a stick shift? Nope.
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Red Violet. It's like red, but it's a little different.
7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Pixie.
8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Don't really know him.
9. How old are you today? 18
10. Favorite drink? Alcoholic: Mike's Hard... anything. Non: I like Sobe Power pretty well.
11. What is your favorite sport to watch? Hockey
12. Have you ever dyed your hair? It's black right now...
14. Pets? A dog and a cat.
15. Favorite food? Raspberries and Sesame Chicken.
16. What was the last movie you watched? Little Miss Sunshine.
17. Favorite day of the year? May 19th
18. What do you do to vent anger? Listen to or play music, and vent to people.
19. What was your favorite toy as a child? My bear, Cabby.
20. What is your favorite fall or spring? I love Fall.
21. Hugs or kisses? Kisses, only if they're given in love.
22. Cherries or blueberries? BING Cherries.
23. Do you want your friends to email you back? I'm not emailing, but good try.
24. Who is most likely to respond? No one.
25. Who is least likely to respond? See above, jackass.
26. Living arrangements? Back at home with my mother and twin brother, but I'm happier here.
27. When was the last time you cried? Earlier today, RIP Dan...
28. What is on the floor of your closet? I don't know. I don't use the closet.
29. Who is the friend you have had the longest that you are sending this to? Not sending this...
30. What did you do last night? Talked to people and cried.
31. Favorite smells? Burning wood.
32. What inspires you? The people I love.
33. What are you afraid of? Clowns, spiders, and people putting their hands around my neck or over my mouth.
34. Plain, cheesy, or spicy hamburgers? I don't eat hamburgers...
35. Favorite dog breed? Rottweiler.
36. Number of keys on your key ring? Seven.
37. How many years at your current job? 3 LONG years... If I didn't love my boss, I'd have quit 8552489465.2 times already...
38. Favorite day of the week? Don't really have one. All the days run together...
39. How many states have you lived in? Ohio.
40. Favorite holiday? My birthday.
42. Ever driven a Motorcycle or heavy machinery? Uh, a four wheeler and a forklift...
43. Who's your favorite NFL team? Don't have one. But my favourite NHL team is the Columbus Blue Jackets GO ZHERDEV!!!
44. Do you have a house phone that is NOT cordless? Yes. In my mother's room.
45. 10 inches of snow or 100 degree weather? I'd rather be cold than hot.
46. If you could have any occupation in the world, what would it be? Musician or Writer. Maybe English teacher, or Lawyer. Paralegal Studies is my majour at the moment.
My Brothers, My Sisters, My Blood...
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Lily Raine
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Lily Raine
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Posted: Tue Sep 26, 2006 @ 10:46pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2006 @ 04:19am
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Lily Raine
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