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Today I found out the guy I've liked for the past year is gay. He's one of my best friends, and I never even knew. How stupid of me.

Also, my suicidal friend asked me out this morning. Over AIM. At which point he proceeded to explain that I was the only reason he was still alive. I don't see him that way, but how do I turn him down?

Then, my other best guyfriend, who happens to be the suicidal one's best friend, and I made plans to talk to a teacher to get help. Instead, he makes plans to go to his girlfriend's after practice. No way in the world I'm going to sit there with his airhead girlfriend while I explain the suicidal guy's problems. If he can't spare the time to go to a teacher with me, I say let him do it himself, god damn it.