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its kinda late but... the bf iv been talkin about in every entery is gone.... we broke up.... i still love him.... but he turned out to be an a**..... i guess.....v-v...... he told my friend he was goin to break up with me and of corse my friend told me.... so i cried all that morning at school..... after school i asked him why he wanted to break up.... he said, "i have my reasons." so i asked him agian, "because i feel like it." was all he said.... so.... well.... i siad in my damn fit of pain and anger, "******** you ben, its ******** over." well i didnt say it.... more like screamed it right infront of a teacher... luckily she didnt care.... but yea i still hurt.... i still love him verry much and as much as i want him back.... i wouldnt be able to put myself through that s**t agian..... but now i have a new bf.... hes so far much better than ben.... although its not the same......... he was ben's best friend.... (yea im sure that went over great)..... but im not dating him to get back at ben... i actually care for the guy..... i asked him out a year or so ago and he left me for his X... >_>.... dont say anything.....ok...... but yea he promised he wouldnt do it this time so im trusting him.... im just afraid that after what happened with ben i wont let myself love agian.... Y_Y....but yea..... so now im probobly goin to talk about my new bf alot because christmas is comin up.... W))T
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