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You are Valerie: the woman whose one and only love gat taken away by the government. You think life is beautiful and so are people, but the cruelty of other people is inevitable.

QUOTE:
Valerie: It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years I had roses and apologized to no one. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An inch. It is small and it is fragile and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must NEVER let them take it from us. I hope that whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the worlds turns, and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that, even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you.



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deppressed again dam self loathing i have to learn to tune my self out stare

I change who I am all the time. My appearance, my style, my beliefs, my attitude, my goals. I never really stay the same person for more than 2 months.
I think I do this because I don't want to be held accountable for who I am. my god i hate my self.


dam you digital frotune cookie stare

You suffer from latent oedipal identification .

You suffer from cathected heterosexual energies .

You suffer from impulsive narcissistic discharge .

You suffer from latent masturbatory guilt .

You suffer from incestuous narcissistic discharge
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You are a very closed off and mysterious person. Most people don't unerstand you because you prefer to keep to yourself. You like to stay hidden and keep away from people. You may have a few close friends who are all like you (misunderstood). People who don't really know you see you as a dark, mysterious,loser and odd person. You are well aware of who you are and don't feel the need to prove anything to anyone. You most likely enjoy drawing as a way to express yourself. You have probably been in love but it hurt you so much that you don't want to risk it again. You are very negative about the future and don't look forward to it at all.

Color: Purple
Animal: Snow Leopard
Quote: "You're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone."
Strength: Very independent
Weakness: Refuse to let anyone get to know the real you


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I feel so dead .

I leave the house about once every two or three days apart from school, and this is typically just a 20 minute run up to the store. I talk to a friend about once a month. My days are spent sitting in front of the computer, talking online, playing games and looking at stupid pictures. It's all so pointless.

I got drunk with a friend a couple of weeks ago. I honestly didn't know how to act. I had nothing to talk about. I don't know if I'm ever going to be able to incorporate myself back in to the real world.

If there was somebody I was with a lot of the time, I'd be so much better off. But right now I just feel completely isolated from the world. It's not going to change on it's own and I've been making attempts in the last few weeks, but it's not working properly. It reminds me of a movie I once saw.

I can normally keep my mind busy enough that I don't care. Lately though, it's really taking a toll on me. I'm ready to die.

I get so sad when I see people doing the things I used to do. Truly having fun, laughing with each other, having real relationships. I'm just a brain attached to a keyboard. I'm not important to anybody or anything. I'm not happy. Beyond those two things, is there really any point to being alive?

I don't know how much longer I can hold out, waiting for change. I have to make the change myself, and I can't.


Q. How exactly does Fiona have "Azoth"? It isn't explained well , did
I miss something! (From Kingston Andri via e-mail)

A. Hi Kingston, thanks for e-mailing. And the new answer comes from Kanzakii,
and I'm cutting and pasting this for you.

"Just a bit of infomation on Azoth. While it is not explained in-game,
ie. we all know about Azoth is just "Essence of Life," Azoth is
basically a very powerful word in the world of alchemy.

For alchemists, there are the Alkahest (Univerial Solvent), and
Philosopher's Stone (Gold-Transmuting Substance). Some people claim
that Azoth is another name for the Philosopher's Stone.

Azoth in itself is an interesting word. It signifies the unity of
beginning and end. "A" is the beginning of all alphabet, and "Z" in
Arabic, "O" in Greek, "TH" in Hebrews are all ending alphabets.

One of the authors mentioned in the game (Library area), Paracelsus
(His full name being Aureolus Philippus Theophrastus Bombastus von
Hohenheim.. note Aureolus), was a alchemist and physician who created
Iatrochemistry - use of chemistry combining with medicine. One of his
portraits shows himself showing a sword, and on the pommel it reads
Azoth. This is believed that the Azoth is his elixir vitae - the
infallible remedy.

Some also believe that Azoth is the Mercury (or rather, "Mercurius" wink
in the three spiritual essence, "Salt," "Mercury," and "Sulphur." Some
see it as the spiritus animatus, animated spirit.

Also, the entwined snake staff in the game (and is seen in many
game/anime). The two snakes symbolize Salt and Sulphur, the two
extreme end, and in order to balance such, there are the stuff at the
middle, which is Azoth, the Mercury, uniting the two ends."


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