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yea soo... me bf and i have been going out for 3.75 months and i love him so much


i feel really bad for ditching my friend but i whanna hang out w/ jme


SNOW DAY ON V_DAY! OOO i get to cuddle with my man lol


well my b-day is in 9 days... and my party is on new years eve..... well it might not be anymore.... all my friends are mad at one another and i cant help it! its making me want to die........... i dont kno what to do.......it sucks... i hate it i hate it i want it all to go away this is the owrst b-day prez i could ever get.!


I think i might cut again i kno its bad but homelife sucks right now....... school/friends are fightin and i cant take it anymore... my parents are to buzy bitchin and one another to care..... and i cant talk to the person i whanna talk to..... crying


hes a jackass...... he says he loves me one minute then he dosent another..... he dosent know how i feel right now......its like he dsoent even care..... should i dump him ? or should i stick things out?


cuttin is good when u first do it.... but the after effect kills!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO DONT DO IT!!!!!!


1: are we friends?
2: if not, would you lke to?
3: what would u do if i lived next to u ?
4: what would u do if i was doing alchohol and such ?
5:what would u do if i was smoking ?
6: what would u do if i was about to commit suicide ?
7: what would u do if i was in the hospital because i got hurt or sumthing?
8: what would u do if i got into a fight and u were there ?
9: what would u do if i got in a fight and u werent there?
10: what would u do if i got into a fight and i got hurt ?


He broke my heart .... I went out on a limb and told him my feelings.... he took a chainsaw and cut the limb... I fell
I lay there broken while he laughs his a** off on the other limb
I may seem happy and content but thats just a mask to hid my broken heart... I have known him ever since elemntary school well I knew his brother he himself was a year a head... then he got held back and hes now in my grade... he stole my heart and ran away with it in hand. he still has it and he always will I have asked for it back many a time but I never retrived it.... I got about a 1/4 of it back in return he got the other 3/4. My friends and family occupy the 1/4 so i have no empty space. I'm afraid wiht all the new people I meet and become friends wiht that 1/4 will explode into billions of peices. If it does I'm screwed. I'm afraid that he will never return my full heart. If he dose return it I hope its with the smae feelings i have for him.


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