Fuck dead cell phones. Fuck being happy that she's in Japan. Fuck the guilt I get from it. Fuck too much hair. Fuck boyfriends. (No thanks.) Fuck having everyone talking about it. Fuck not being able to have a private conversation. Fuck wanting who I can't have. Fuck the fact that she's also the only lesbian my age! gonk Fuck my friend saying she'd bring me soup when I was sick and then ignoring me for a month. Fuck getting yelled at for "playing on the computer too late at night" -- also known as doing my homework. Fuck having to wait until November for the apartment. Fuck not being old enough for a drivers license. Fuck all my friends with drivers licenses being busy with college. Fuck high gas prices, and fuck using my last paycheck to support those prices. Fuck having to charge my iPod. Fuck taking three weeks to sharpie a pair of pants. Fuck that rose I lost, and fuck all the roses she wouldn't take. Fuck everything she wouldn't take. Fuck everything she did take, too. Fuck that bracelet with the jingle bells that I liked so much. Fuck it being too cold for nights on the bay. Fuck rejection. Fuck not being able to go to doctors. Fuck whatever it is that makes me say fuck all this stuff! Fuck expectations. And fuck huge library fines.
Your Gothfish · Tue Oct 28, 2008 @ 03:38am · 1 Comments
