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Just as the title says. I'm just lonely. I've gots lots of affection to give and no one to give it to.

I'm really not used to being single. It's tough but I have to stick with it if I want to be happy. I can't keep just getting into these "relationships" that just aren't gonna last. It makes me sad but it's something I have to do. Maybe then I can mature more, just in a different way.

Lavinia thinks that I need to try a different "type" of guy. Because so far, with the exception of Kurt, I've been finding tall, white guys who can't take care of themselves and have no intention of growing up at all. Now, granted Kurt is still tall and white, he had more priorities than Chase or John. That was the problem though, he was too busy for me and didn't want to hurt me by being with me. So the one, really good relationship I had ended only because we couldn't spend any time together.

But, I digress. Talking about past heartaches doesn't solve anything. I'm hopeful, and I'm trying to be patient.

I'm just so lonely...

Woo...

Just finished 2 pics for D3nis3. She's really cool and I really liked drawing her avi. 3nodding

I think I like going into request threads rather than setting up a shop. That way, I can pick and choose what I would do and I can do things one at a time rather than being swampped with 10 sketches I need to do.

Yeah....much easier.

w00t! Got my gaia journal set up. Yay! 3nodding So now I have three online journals; deviantart, pitas, and here. Hope I can keep with all of them. sweatdrop

Nothing exciting happened today. At school, it was "dress up in your favorite time period" day. I kinda wanted to dress up, but I didn't have anything...dammit, when is it gonna be goth day or kimono day or anime cosplay day. The answer is never! stressed Evil school.