Wow journal so much has happened and passed by since i was last here.make up's break up's.so much good and bad s**t.Right now im just board and happy and unhappy with like.it's like right now more then ever i feel two sided.I realized that i can tell certain people certain things.Lucky i still have my best friend emily and i can tell her everything.I miss my brothers both of em.I now realize how much they mean to me and wat a big role they play in my life.Now that it comes to mind i realized a lot of things.
i realized how guys work.I now know how to test people tp find out wat there thinking instead of asking them.I can tell wats wrong with a person by hearing there voie or looking in there eyes.I've been in like 2 or 3 relationships since i was last here.One over the summer.Thats when i found out how cruel some guys can be only wanting one thing i lived and learned from that.The second one i realized that going out with guys from school that you dont know to well isnt the smartest thing at all.The one thing i love about life is that you get to learn from it.Sadly you cant relive it but you can learn from it.
I also started reading a bit more.I never really noticed how much books can make you realized that smallest beauty comes from details in things.That really opens up your mind to new positive things that make you happy.Now im a lot better at drawing.I thinks art and photography is like my passion i love it.Also music is still always with me.I look different now to.More taller skinny,developed,and more better with my hair.Well there nto much left big to tell so for now peace out ?
love,
carmen p.
 [.kandy.] · Mon Oct 13, 2008 @ 03:15am · 0 Comments |
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