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I found out that the person I really loved, was bisexual, and had a girlfriend. All day I looked forward to talking to her, and this happened. So, basically I looked forward to having my heart crushed? I can't stand even the thought of talking to her, but than I can't stop wanting to be beside her. I asked a friend for advice on what to do. The idiotic pig only had this too say;

Well if shes going out with a girl, and you, than I would stay with her, but if it was a guy instead of a girl, than I would dump her.

I already broke us up, I thought maybe if I acted so strong and said words that I didn't mean, than maybe I would feel better somehow. I ended up being wrong, strong words did nothing for me, I still want to stop and just break down, to cry. Seeing a pm from her makes my hand shake from fury, but than my heart stops with excitement. I hate her, and yet love her more than anyone. . . I ******** hate Fridays now.