The boy Rolled up his pants just a little higher so he could carve two more, deep, cuts into the calf of his leg. There.... he thought. ...done....maybe he wont notice until they scar up or something...
The boy wasn’t much older than 17, and he was having the hardest time trying to keep his thoughts all happy for his older lover. With as much s**t as he goes through, on just a daily basis, that doesn’t include when His uncle decides to beat the living s**t out of him and his lover, it was a surprise he even was able to be mentally happy.
He turned his blue-ish colored eyes towards the man who was asleep in the bed beside him and sighed. Leaning over he kissed his forehead lightly and got up, going to fix his breakfast.
He also carried the knife back into the kitchen with him and cleaned it off. “I wonder what Aari’d like to eat this morning..” he said slightly as he opened the refrigerator.
He pulled out Some eggs, some bacon and went and fixed those up, along with some toast and wrote him a note, then took it all into his room and sat it on the bed beside him. He smiled slightly and grabbed his book bag and was off towards school.
Some secrets are better left alone I guess...Just means no sex for a while, Ah well.. I can handle that. Aari is better off thinking I’m ok. I don’t want to see him upset because I’m upset... He thought and smiled. “I know I’ll go and buy him some sweets after school..I hope he likes sweets! Because I’m bringing some chocolates!” he smiled and blushed as his mind wondered off. “Mmhm hmmm hmmmm mmm Chocolates!” he said and giggled. “And something else, what else could I get him?” he wondered as he turned the corner to go to his school.... Roses..I’ll get him a rose... were is final thoughts before entering the building. The day was long and painful for his leg, he had done 24 shallow and 6 deep cuts up his leg. For the past few months he had been doing this, and surprisingly, Aari hadn’t noticed, or he did and never said. Either way, It was His way of releasing all the pain he had built up inside. It was a little later when he returned home. He went straight to Aari, big smile on his face. “Surprise!” he said and held out the chocolates and the Rose for him. “I didn’t know if you liked them or not, I Hope you do.” he said with a light blush. “Happy Anniversary Aari! Its been almost 2 years!”
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