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Wow. I just took a depressing s**t.
My gf hates me, everyone hates me.
She thinks I don't love her. Meh, Do I?
Felt like dying today, Just felt like a million knives stabbed through my heart.
Heartbroken, I'm possibly never going to get onto the computer again to face depressing s**t anymore.
Emotions running down my cheek at the moment, Will go away soon, Soon = Never possibly.
She wants to suicide, just hope she doesn't.
She thinks I hate her, I never cared, But I did, And still do.
I don't know what the ******** has gotten into her.
I thought she had changed from a negative mind, But I was wrong.
This heartpain, May never recover. crying
Also, made her feel like I had died. I cry, she cried.
I feel like I got hit by a car. sad