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he's back into my life a bit too hard. & because FB was deleted. this is all i got to write.

this kid who took everything from me, my heart,my mind,my soul. oncee told me he loved me more then life itself. that i was all he ever had. yet was never true love.i thought we were ment to be.but it came to be lies. only lies. to someone who never let you down? who only wanted you happy?. so he said he loved me... i ...belived him. his kisses took my breath away, his hugs went through out my whole body.we grew together.hes was all i ever wanted. no other guy in the entire world.yet i was never enough.he crushed me into pieces.& now when i became stronger,it killing me to let go.truth comes out. i knew id only hurt myself. it was all a ******** joke.you had me, happy now? was it worth it? how did it feel to touch another girl,when i was only one you touched before? how did it feel to kiss her? ...to please her?... betttter yet. how did it feeel to come back to me? kisss me? hold me? tell me im that only one? knowing in the back of his head he betrayed me.he'll ******** her..then ******** me... i never knew. i thought you loved me. step into my shoes.