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Life of despair...

Life full of despair
And me without a single care
I sit alone in a room
Knowing what awaits me is doom
My whole world seems to be crashing down
But all I can do is cry and frown
I curl up into a ball
As my hurtful tears begin to fall
In reality, I live in a world of pain
Where everything is insane
I am safe no where
And I do not give a care
Outside, people are laughing and teasing me
The pain they are causing me, they cannot see
This pain is too much for me right now
But this is my fault for letting it be allowed
I soon may take drastic measures
Because of all this pressure
I sit on my bed, crying
Wondering about dying
On the table I see a knife
and with it, I end my life