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AAARRRGH!!!! F#$%ING S#$T HEADS!!!!!!!!

THIS TIME I WANTED TO DO THE TSUBASA THING!;

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If you answer the questions correctly, you'll get a brand new Tsubasa item!"

AND;

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AARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!!! >_<!!!!!!


(i want to SMACK australia for its CRAPPY international laws on stuff like this!)

I WISH WE WERE ALOUD TO GET ANYTHING PPL OVERSEAS GET!!!!!!! >_<!!!

crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying its not fair crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying

arrrgh!!! >___<!!
B.a.s.t.a.r.d.s!

i wanted to watch that Behind the Scenes of Naruto the Movie thing in the cinema's and got this;

"We're sorry; by request of our sponsor, we are only able to provide this feature in certain countries. Unfortunately, international copyrights prevent our sponsor from offering this content to members in your location

AAARRRGGHHH!!!!!!
A.S.S.H.O.L.E.S!!
F$%KTARDS!!

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ok ive had my rant.. >_>
moving on..

i am watching an anime atm "Zombie-Loan"
i recommend it to all anime lovers-
go chek it out ^_^

just thought id put in a new entry..since i havnt had anything in here for ages sweatdrop

job (officially) starts tomorrow, even tho if been working there for ages ;>_>
but now i will be on the books and getting payed, YAY o/
but it will be a job for myself only ;>_>
i will be at the shop alone, usually i go to work with my mom..
ive never worked alone b4..so im super nervous >___<;

Update on the gold game i made up:
it IS still running
just PM me, telling me what in gaia u would be, and y, and u could win 1000gold!
enter as many times as u like and the one i think is the most creative will win!
but time for wen i decide a winner has changed, instead of once a week
i will choose a winner once every 3weeks, since hardly anyone plays -_-"

BUT! there will be NO payouts for a while atm-SORRY!, because i am saving my gold to help a friend get an item for their dream avi ^_^


The current songs i am trying to memorise r:
Nami Takami; Sanctuary
Utada Hikaru; Blue
BoA (kwon); Valenti (jap ver.)
O-Zone; Numai Tu (romanian)
and
Yoko Kanno; Cloe



My home situation:
my nana moved out YAY o/
no more annoying, negative, nagging, ungreatfull, b$%#h hanging around
my mom is still as annoying as every tho >_>
and now that my nana is gone, the house has a free room, that my mom was thinkin about renting out to someone..
and they just spoke about it together recently, and its not official or anything, but my daddy might be coming for it!
he wants to move out of his tiny unit and he wants a place in this area, and mom aparently offered him to stay with us whee whee whee i hope he does come to live with us!
i miss my daddy and since he works soo much i hardly ever get visits from him...

My phisical and/or mental state:
hmmm..hard to comment really...since im always not normal, lol
i am fine recently, yay.
i was REALLY sick like the last few weeks, like 3weeks straight it just kept hangin on
turned out i had some god awful strand of the meningococcal virus or whatever O_O
http://www.meningococcal.com.au/symptoms.html
freaky..
but im MUCH better now
only thing left is a stuffy nose, lol sweatdrop

IMPORTANT! FRIENDS PLEASE READ!

i sincerely apologise to ALL my friends...im having a bit of a break-down at the moment...the last few months have finally caught up with me and i cant really hold up very well lately... cry ...my depression has kicked into gear full force....i seem to have back-tracked from my good streak.........i hate this....i was doing so well too... cry cry cry

and also to all my friends - please dont hate me for not returning mail,
im not really...how u say... right.. right now...i need some time.... im sorry again.. please dont be mad.. i have to go now its 3:50am and if my mom catches me awake again there'll be hell to pay...but i cant sleep at all....this is my 4th day in a row(no sleep)...its getting manotanous-cant spell-...not that ive ever been able to sleep well anyway(insomnia), but this is different................somehow....... xp .anyway im just confusing myself more wile typing this... sweatdrop ..so im going now.....again- please dont hate me crying

OMG! WE JUST GOT A HOUSE!!! (was just contacted and told)
WOOHOO!!!!! *jumps for joy* A HOUSE! A HOUSE! A HOUSE!
blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh blaugh
YAAAAAY!!!!!

oh but dammit now that means im gonna have even less time on the net... crying
cause we'll be packing and moving everything...not fair... crying

OH! but if i look ahead its good news! i'll be getting the net at the new house!!
oh yEEEa! Unlimited Unlimited and with fast speed too ^_^
gonna set me back about $120 or something close to that, but its SO worth it! ^_^
WOOHOO!!!!!!

but now i gotta see how much mail i can get through b4 i leave work tonight (my inbox is full, 100%, lol)

IM SUPER SORRY TO AYONE WHO'S MESSAGED ME OR ANYTHING SINCE THE END OF OCTOBER TILL NOW! ITS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO GET ACCESS TO THE NET SO I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO DO ANYTHING ON GAIA FOR AGES! IM SOOOO SORRY! I DONT WORK AS MUCH AS I USED TO EITHER(which is kinda a good thing) AND MY FAMILY AND I ARE LOOKING FOR A NEW HOUSE TOO (we have to move from our temporary comunity house asap) SO IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY WITH THAT TOO crying
PLEASE DONT HATE ME crying

THIS WILL ALSO PROBABLY BE THE LAST ENRTY I MAKE FOR A WHILE

oh and the crazy "what would you be on gaia?" competition is still running but i will choose the winners when i next get the chance to be online

ive been away-or rather, i should say-stuck at home, for like..i think a week now*sighs* i hate not having the net at home...

ok...now for my newest ranting edition....here goes:...

my life's just one huge mess at the moment...my brain is almost totally fried, trying to keep up with stuff here is like im a kindergartener(i think i spelt that wrong) racing olimpians(cant spell that either xp ).....* sweatdrop ...sighs*.... it just seems as though when things finally start looking nice in my life it all suddenly turns to sh$t, i sware to god im almost on the verge of a f#%$ing mental breakdown... if sh$t keeps up this way around here i'll end up back in the damned looney bin...and i don wanna go bak theeeere!!! crying they treated me just like a real looney, but im not, im just really, supper emotional....depression is just a bad side-effect of my family blood, its the down side of the ADHD....*sighs*...

oh and if ur wondering what could be so bad as to cause this huge rant...ehe... here is just a SMALL snippit of info:....*takes a deep breathe*...my sister and her fiancee r having relationship troubles and they BOTH keep constantly running to me(who has absolutely NO idea how to help..)..the businesses r very slowly going bankrupt(because my annoying brother in-law doesnt know how to bloody budget!)...centrelink(centrelink is a thingy here, like welfare or whatever its called in america where the government gives u money if u dont/cant work or study) is cutting my pay AND my moms...we live in a government supplied "temporary accommodation" unit at the moment(wich means the rent is very low) on the condition its just my mom and me, but my nana broke up wit her boyfriend so now she wants to live with us, so now that the temporary agreement is breached we gotta move in less than a month, AND an old friend of our family is coming to live in brisbane but has no where to go so she wants to live with us as well AND she has a son!(about 7 or 8yrs old, i cant be sure, its been a while since I spoke to them-my mom nicks all the talking time).....so basically, we will soon have no house, no money, and prolly no jobs, with 3 human editions in the mix........*takes a smaller breath*...and thats just a little.........oh and not to mention that if my bro and sis those the business they wont be able to pay for there rent either so they'll have no where to live too...... crying see, just one HUGE mess.... crying

ok..im pooped..*wipes away sweat from forehead and sighs heavily*.......
anyway....
on to better news!

^_^ TO ANYONE WHO READS THESE! THE COMPOTITION IS STILL ON! 1000GOLD IS THE PRIZE! NO JOKE! SERIOUSLY! ^_^


OH! AND IM WATCHING THIS SUPER AWSOM ANIME AT THE MOMENT CALLED "Tide-Line Blue" !!!!!*jumps for joy* YAAAAY!!!!!.....I LOVE TWINS!!! ESPECIALLY CUTE BLONDE BOY TWINS! WITH TOTALLY OPOSITE PERSONALITIES!! ^_^ WOOHOO! *jumps for joy again clapping hands*
basic story line!(or what ive gathered so far):...the earth was hit by a HUGE....wait, im not REALLY sure what it was, but it was HUGE! and they called it "The Hammer Of Eden" which killed more than six billion ppl and plunged most of the earth under water. few islands remain for the survivors who continue to try to create a peacefull new united nation(or something like that sweatdrop im not very good at following the political side of it) it also centers around a character named Keel who has vowed to protect his friend the young lady Isla(who has a new born child that he witnesses her give birth to) after there home island is attacked and almost destroyed...they escape to a military ship and the journey begins! ^_^

oops..thats a bit of a long description..i hope i didnt give anything important away..*re-reads again for the 5th time...*..or i hope it wasnt sooo long it bored u..
but..IT REALLY IS A GREAT SHOW!, if anyone gets the chance, please watch it! ^_^

..and if there r ppl who already know of it(which im absolutely positive there would be)..im also looking for fanfiction based on this show! and any help would be much appreciated ^_^

peekaboo, im back, RAAAR!
lol, ok

TO ANYONE WHO ACTUALLY READS THESE THINGS!!! LISTEN UP!!

i had a major good idea over the past few-most boring-days of work of my life.
ive desided from NOW till when ever i want to stop that i will give GOLD to anyone!
no joke!

heres what ya gotta do:
just pm me what anything in gaia u would be and y
e.g. i wanna be a gaia towns shrub. y= so when girls walk through me i can see up there clothes. lol, and once a week,
the answer i think is the most creative will be traded 1000gold
again im not joking ^_^

this will continue until i either get bored with giving away my gold...or i get tired of cleaning out my inbox sweatdrop
lol


GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE! whee whee whee

i will deside winners every sunday! ^_^

hello! ^_^
welcome to my mind! -im warning u its a scary place, lol-

here u will see the jummbly junk that loves to run around in my head, hehe, and find out just how insane i really am, lol whee


im still reletively new to gaia and i dont know many ppl, but i am having lots of fun, i already have a BEST friend here, sasuke3100 -i hope he doesnt mind i used his name- he is great to talk to and i like him heaps ^_^
he helps me out alot.... i can be pretty dence sweatdrop i also have ppl from where i live that i told about this place and they've joined and become my friends -like my bossy older sister and my friend from an old school- other than that i only have sasuke. Oh! and speaking of school, im not in it, schools hate me, im ADHD - that's Attention Defesit Hyperactive Disorder for those whom dont know/sorry bout my bad spelling- for some reason add children have givien others a bad rep, the highs ive wanted to go too wont except add or adhd children and i cant go back to my old school, yet.../traumatized/ its been 2yrs and i still cant go back...just the thought of going back makes me cry -oh yeah i apparently also suffer severe depression it runs i the family, ive tryed to kill myself many a time, but i am much better now, ive come along way in the past 2yrs- oops anyway, back to the school thingy, so yeah, since i cant go to high school -which i dont really need to anyway, ive finished grade 10- im trying to join a study corse so i can learn japanese, i love their language and culture and i want to work as a translator eventually. i also love to sing especially in japanese, atm im trying to memorize "This Is Love" by, Utada Hikaru


ok, well i think thats enought junk flow for now...
...untill the next entry -oooh now thats scary-