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The life of The Mighty MoMo
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I'm done with caring about all this stupid crap. I'm done shedding tears over stupid people who are trying to make me miserable. I'm kind of sick of my life anymore...I know it might be the senior-itus talking but I feel like life isn't going anywhere...I feel like I'm a car stuck in a snow bank, fighting so hard to get out but no matter how fast I go I can't get out...It may just be me being tired but I don't know anymore... winter break? while yes I did get into an accident and yes it was the most scary thing to ever happen to me...anyways winter break was the best time in my life. I felt responsible. I wasn't stuck doing meaningless crap all day long...I got to go out when I felt like it (aside from the snow) and I was respected by the people I was with.
I want to address two people in my life (no names but some people will know...). both of you are the same I have come to realize. You both act...you don't let anyone know the real you...then the worst part. You pretend to be my friend then when something better comes along you drop me. In APE you #2...you will talk to me until a different girl comes into the room then you could care less if I was dead...I've confronted you before and you told me you were sorry...I naively accepted only to have you go right back into it. I'm done being there when you need me and then when I needed you today? When I was feeling so bad about my life that I just wanted a friend to hug me and tell me life was ok? thats when you started playing with a freaking lint roller! ok...I guess that shows what I mean to you.
As for #1? I'm done, I forgave you and that was one of the hardest things I've ever done especially after what you did to me and my friends. The reason I forgave you? its because I saw that you were changing...well you like #2 are right back to your old games...


yesterday was probably the worst day of my life...I woke up at five so I could go to work for eight hours then I was sad to find I owed my bank close to forty dollars...so i paid them with money I really don't have and then went to hang out with Jo, Gena Jon and Sandy...that was fun and very entertaining...then on my way home I got into a car accident (everyone is ok) but it was my fault and so now I feel like crap because I didn't really sleep much last night...then today my car failed the emissions test go me!!! Now I'm gonna go try to get my car fixed with even more money don't have and then go to Benihana!


I'm so sick of life anymore, I sometimes wish it would all just end. nothing I do is ever good enough.


I'm so sick of people treating me like I'm 5 when in reality i'm older than them...I hate being treated like I know nothing. I hate that people keep talking to me like they know everything about me when really noone knows everything about me. I'm so sick of our stupid school and people treating good people (like Nick Metcalf) like crap because they are on a power trip. I am seriously ready to just give up...


SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED!!! I swear I hate stocking, I never want to open a store again. basically I have been working 5 hours after school everyday. Also, I am one of the few who actually works...so basically, I am extreamely tired when I get home. I hurt everywhere from being on my feet and lifting heavy boxes and yeah...grrrrr...Gena you need to come work with me, the crappy part is over in 6 days then is fun store joy...6 DAYS!!!! I can do this...come visit me at JCPenny @ southlands...


Life is ok I guess. I'm sick of ll the high school drama, I mean it told you people a week ago or less that I wanted no part in it so what happens? you try to cause the drama with me. What is that? I just want to finish my high school time and get out of this freaking place... Don't you realize that I really don't care???
Meg- I'm done, I don't give a crap what you think of me. Hate me all you want. If you think I stabbed you in the back then go ahead and think that. I'm done caring about you. I'm done thinking about what a freaking B**** you are and I'm done being near you.BTW I don't go into your choir for you although I'm sure you think that is why. I go because I am a teacher assist to Techau.
Tiffany- I was so mad yesterday and I realized this morning there is no reason to be? I mean you won't let people bad mouth your friends so obviously, I'm not one. Why should I care what you feel towards me? Why should I be a back up friend to you. I'm done.
Josh- I'm so sick of you acting. You acted like my friend, you acted like Gena, Jazzy and Lexi's friend but, when they needed you? when Lexi was in the hospital? Where were you? you were with your true friends. You wrote in your blog that people don't smile at you anymore. I wonder why? You say things that are just mean, I really don't care if you have new friends. I really just don't care anymore.
SHHS- I'm so sick of this freaking place, I have three reasons for being here. My ninjas, Choir and AVID. if it weren't for those things? I would be at Grandveiw. I am so sick of this school and all it's two faced people who can't get over themselves. I'm sorry if you don't like what I wrote here. I've stopped caring. If you have a problem with me come tell me to my face. I guess I've finally decided to stand up for myself...


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