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Somewhere between ranting and whining
I just need a place to write sh... stuff. This is where I plan on ranting and/or whining (gee, where'd I get that nifty title?) about useless crap that doesn't effect your lives. Yay for stalkers around the world!
Dattin vay ist nort, ja.
"... and lo, God spaketh 'Yadda, yadda, yadda.'"

I let my mind wander where it will a little too much. You ever get that feeling? I'm pretty sure I was so 'zoned out' that I was actually unconscious for at least 30 minutes. You know, daydreaming is fun, but when you black out it ain't as much fun. I'm not even sure what I was daydreaming about.


Grah!
This whole "Do something with your life!" b.s. is getting on my nerves. It's mainly my own conscience doing the annoying, though. I get so damned worried that I won't find something that makes me happy. Yet how could I possibly find a career I love when I can't play my favorite videogame for more than 4 hours? I'm way too scattered. I feel like I've been left in the middle of an ocean, with a boat and a sail, and just alone to wander. No compass. No "Oi! Dattin' vay ist nort, ja!" Just me and a damned boat. Who knows what will happen... do I just wander? Do I find land quickly, or wander, forever bereft of turf? If I do find land, will I stay? Is it what I want? Will I just wander from port to port, never claiming a place as my own? Or, if fate or God or divinity (whatever the hell you believe in) find me a small jewel of an isle, undisturbed and perfect?

Goddamn life b.s.


... Ok?
Competitve speech. Gotta love that s**t. This is my 6th year doing it, and it's also my last. I get my drama-queen on and s'all good. Today was our first meet. The whole thing was tiny even by my dulled North Dakotan sense of size. I was in dramatic (read something from an actual script). Dramatic Interp only had 6 people in it. And then my teammate dropped, so only 5 people made it to awards. I got second. Now, the real argument for today is as to whether or not I'm supposed to be happy about that. I got second (yay!), but there were only five people (boo). I'm contemplating just flipping a coin and basing my decision off of that.


Corlyn
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