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	Random thoughts that I have Um.... yeah. Stuff will be here when I have feel like writing.

	Explosion
	Explosion


Well, as if my life wasn't messed up already with my mother being engaged and my sister being pregnant. I just found out that I'm not the youngest of 3. I'm the youngest of 4. I have an older brother that my mother put up for adoption. My oldest sister wants to try and find him. My friend helped me find my biological father. Maybe he can help me find Jesse. Jesse Lee Johnson is his name and he would be between 24 and 27 now. And the fact that the Mormon church made my mother give him up makes me hate the church! AllyFla · Mon Dec 08, 2008 @ 04:20am · 0 Comments

	I'm even more confused now.
	I'm even more confused now.


My friend found my biological father. And called him, to tell him that I existed. So now my friend want me to call him and talk to him. But I'm afraid to. Things can turn out badly. AllyFla · Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 01:20am · 0 Comments

	What should I do?
	What should I do?


On Thursday I received a call from a man asking if anyone knew a man by the name Bobby Joe Elwood. Which is the name of my biological father. I told him no and hung up. I'm regretting not finding out what the man wanted now. I'm thinking about calling the phone company to get a list of all the numbers of the calls we received. But I'm afraid. For all I know he could just want money. Or he's dead and they're trying to find a relative. I just don't know what to think or do. AllyFla · Sun Apr 15, 2007 @ 04:45am · 0 Comments

	It's just a **** day.
	It's just a **** day.


Went to work today at 7:30. One of my bosses was pissed. My coworkers are ****** new people that think they know more then I do even though I've been working there for.... 4 months now. My mother is lazy as hell. She wouldn't even cook her own damn pizza. I'm in a really pissed off mood. And my day doesn't seem to be getting any better. AllyFla** · Sun Apr 01, 2007 @ 02:48am · 0 Comments

	Crazy demented chipmunks
	Crazy demented chipmunks


In Justin Timberlake's, My Love, it sounds like there is a crazy chipmunk laughing in the background of the chorus. I was driving today. And that song came on. And I started laughing so hard that I almost got into an accident. It was kind of scary. AllyFla · Fri Mar 30, 2007 @ 07:30am · 0 Comments

	This isn't much of a break so far.
	This isn't much of a break so far.


It's spring break for me. And I have been working nonstop so far. I guess it's good because I'll have the extra money for Sakura-con in April. Now if only I could save my money. I have the nasty little habit of spending money. But all I'll be doing is working so I'm just wondering where I'm going to spend my money. But I had a 20+ hour week last week. And luckily this week is only going to be about 18 hours. So it's official. I know I failed 2 of my 3 classes. I'm not sure about the last one. One can only hope I didn't fail that one also. But I probably did. I'm so going to die when my mother finds out. AllyFla · Mon Mar 19, 2007 @ 11:51pm · 0 Comments

	Apparently I'm not allowed to have issues.
	Apparently I'm not allowed to have issues.


So it has been decided that I'm not allowed to have issues. Because if I have issues then I can't help all my friends with their issues. And apparently I'm not allowed to have someone like me. Because that would mean that they don't like my friend. You know what. My life is screwed up too. So on Monday my friend told me who she likes. And yesterday my other friend told me who she likes. So today one of my guy friends told me who he likes. So I got upset, because of lack of sleep. And ran around telling everyone to tell me who they like. So now I know. I don't know everyone's. But I know enough peoples to know that my friend, Eugena, is liked alot. But I still have a few more people to ask. On another note. I finally signed up for Sakura-con. My badge name is Jailbait. When I told my friends this they laughed and said that it suited me. Since I will be the only one in the group under 18. And I am jailbait to most of my friends. There are alot more people that are under 18 now. But apparently I am the original one. Also I got told that I remind my friend of a wallaby. Which I think is funny since my old nick name was Wallabie. AllyFla · Thu Mar 01, 2007 @ 12:27am · 0 Comments

	I cried today. And it sucked.
	I cried today. And it sucked.


Today hasn't been so great. I just cried and my girlfriend broke up with me today. I can't say that I didn't see it coming. Things had been going down hill for a while it feels like. It's like we saw more of each other before we started going out. Then as soon as we started going out we rarely saw each other. But that's not really why I was crying. I was crying because, she and one of my closest friends got into an "argument" about me. And now they really don't like each other. I can almost say that they hate each other. I don't think that people realize how it is when two people hate each other but have a mutual friend that's stuck in the middle. And I've been in this circumstance too many times in the past 3 years. And every time it ends with my friends not talking to each other and hating each other for stupid reasons. Then I stop seeing one friend less and less and it makes me really sad. So if you ever hate someone and the two have a common friend, try to get over your differences. If you like your friend enough then you could at least try to tolerate the person. AllyFla · Tue Jan 23, 2007 @ 07:36am · 0 Comments


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