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ive been working on this for years just every time i had time=p id add on fix skew all this stuff and im not done but ill put it in anyways cuz i dont think id do any more to it and i had to look some words up of coures mostly how to spell hahahaha dumb asss esh here it is the Emotional "FAKE" story writin in poem form


What revels in my mind
causing me distress?
How could I possibly
clean up such a mess?

My mind fades to the dark,
while my eyes awake to greet the day.
I'll make a harsh remark
to remind the faint of heart to stay away.

I truly wish for company,
but I won't let it show.
The pain I feel inside,
no one can ever know!

I'd be too embarrassed.
I'd feel way too weak.
That's why no one can bring me
what I so desperately seek.

I feign a look of confidence
each morning until night.
Then I break down crying,
when no one is in sight.

People would not understand
what I feel inside.
They can't deal with my reality,
and so, I choose to hide.

I will never feel true comfort
because of what I do.
I have to live up to expectations
that are too high or quite untrue.

So next time that you see me,
please don't smile and wave.
I'll know you're another faker
with no hope of being saved.

If that smile was real,
then you're new around here.
I'm only acknowledged in pity,
or occasionally in fear.

Remember what I've said.
Don't adopt my situation.
Pick and choose your lifestyle
with a moment’s hesitation.