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	The Jynx Journal A place for me to vent my depression. Any who care to join in may- it would be fun to exchange macabre words with kindred spirits.

	Masks-we wear them...
	Masks-we wear them...


If I were to take off this mask would the day just pass or would it slowly slide away like rancid puss oozing from my decay or would it go down really cool like if for once I wasn't beat on in school could I just hide it away? show the world what I am just for one day my fleeting hopes and desperate desires shielded by my mask from the red hot fires of this hell from which there is no escape would live if just for that 'one day' but still the risk is far too great what is I made a dire mistake and my dreams like glass got crushed to sand by the blind wrath of their calloused hand. 4/28 demonlover11 · Tue Apr 29, 2008 @ 04:30am · 0 Comments

	Delete...
	Delete...


OH how i -wish- life had a back button,... so i could undo you my mistake my throbbing soul is tearing its stitches, as it swells with your infection... no longer in your presence do i feel a sense of elation being near you now only brings devastation 12/26 demonlover11 · Tue Apr 29, 2008 @ 04:23am · 0 Comments

	I'm naked
	I'm naked


Naked on the floor staring at the door oh how drearily I implore you to keep my company staring... wearily I wonder why my artistic might has run dry I can't comply to what 'they' demand of me really?... How, how my heaven and hell seem to both gleam as they fuse without a seam together at your departure How naked, oh! at your heaven my hell staring I demanding I tell you secrets that prove my sanity How I wish you would stay so that things were really as they seem. 12/25/07 demonlover11 · Tue Apr 29, 2008 @ 04:20am · 0 Comments

	Remnants
	Remnants


Remnants of my soul are falling like a light snow around me covering the string that is leading me back to sanity I' M lost within my own white cloud I find I can't breath in suffocating in myself a pleasant death... unaware of the suffering my body is dealt I fade into nothingness I'm left behind 12/24/07 Venting my depression here where no one will find it... demonlover11 · Tue Apr 29, 2008 @ 04:15am · 1 Comments


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