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	aizuhime's little black book Inside this little black book lies...absolutely anything that goes in my loopy mind, my boring life, and whatnot.


crying crying crying crying crying Today is so not my day.... First, I get sent out of English Class.... xp stressed stressed stressed stressed Honestly! Just because I forgot the readings!!!! #$#@%$%$ Well, I'm sorry MAAM, if I don't even have a one minute break in my schedule to have those readings xeroxed...AND that I DON"T have any money to have them xeroxed either... I didn't even know her rules....she didn't even tell us she had rules like that!!!!!!! And I did search for the topic! I honestly knew what was in the readings...coz there was an article about them in the net....but noooooo.....#$&$@% Stupid teacher.... Then, my friend didn't give me the money she owed me coz she was sick and couldn't meet me, and now I don't have goggles for tomorrow's experiment because I don't have any extra money left!!!!!waaah!!!! what if my prof won't let me do the experiment! I hope he'll let me in even if i'm just using my glasses. And then I hit my head and scraped my elbow.... See? Totally not my day... xp xp cry crying gonk scream stressed aizuhime · Mon Nov 27, 2006 @ 10:39am · 0 Comments


crying crying crying I have officially lost my creativity muse!!!!!Waaahhh.... I don't know what to do..... I can't write anything, I can't draw anything.... And to think I had to lose it NOW, when I really really really need it!!!!!! aizuhime · Sun Nov 26, 2006 @ 11:00am · 0 Comments


Boycott.... I hope there're no classes tomorrow...weeeh!!!! xp xp xp xd xd xd aizuhime · Wed Nov 22, 2006 @ 11:22am · 0 Comments


sweatdrop Three more weeks and I'm going home!weehh!!!!! blaugh blaugh I can't wait!!!!!!! xd xd aizuhime · Wed Nov 22, 2006 @ 12:49am · 0 Comments


I choose not to believe until I've seen it with my own two, dark brown, sleep-deprived, chinita eyes....that HE has feelings for me.... And even if he does...I still won't believe it...I can't...I'm afraid to... We're two polar opposites... It's just so hard to believe... Sometimes it sucks when you're a cynic. stare aizuhime · Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 10:40am · 0 Comments


The continuation: He and I met...and honestly, I was kinda (read: absolutely positively) surprised at how well we got along...and I could actually talk to him easily...and then after that...we decided that... We're going to meet again on the day before Christmas... He seems to be looking forward to it...and he still texts me...and I'm surprised that he'd even waste his last load just to say "good night"...weird... I don't know whether I should be enjoying this or hitting myself on the head for thinking that he might feel something for me... Ha. Yeah right...HIM....and ME....It's pretty hard to believe... xp stare sad I'm soo confused.... confused sad aizuhime · Sun Nov 19, 2006 @ 06:57am · 0 Comments


Love is the meeting. Love is the separation. It is a transparent piece of cloth. ~Matamune, Shaman King ^_^ aizuhime · Sat Nov 18, 2006 @ 12:06am · 0 Comments


I'm confused... confused weehhh...We've known each other for four years but I wouldn't consider us being friends until our 3rd year in high school I guess...We have our occasional text sprees...but that's about it....basically he's just another person I see everyday... He was one of the most popular guys in school...although back then I couldn't see why ( xp ) I was...in between I guess...I knew him as the guy my really close friend had a crush on (although she's over him now)...okay wait, scratch that...he's probably the guy all my close friends have had a crush on...I still couldn't figure out why...hehe I know he has a stupid feud with one of my friends (and yes, she HAD a crush on him...^_^)...I don't know if they're still at it now... I know back in high school he dated a sophomore when we were in seniors (who is also an important reason of his and my friend's feud...long story...) And right now...I know they're over...but you can't be too sure...So I refuse to believe it..up to now... We don't see each other that much now...we're in different colleges...okay actually it's the same college but he's in a different campus...the point is, now we almost always converse 24/7...pretty weird for someone who was probably just another speck in my life...like I said...we don't really talk that much...expect when we text each other that is... Then there's the sem break...we both go home...it's weird...I really REALLY thought he was just kidding...or in a more pessimistic thought (okay more like evil and bitchy) I really thought he was just playing with me... I mean hey, he know me only as the moody class president and the English genius (they said it not me)...we hardly talked...but he agreed to see me...only because I jokingly asked him to treat me to lunch when we met...it was a JOKE...I was KIDDING...but he took it seriously...so we met...and funny...I think I'll continue this tomorrow...whahaahaha! aizuhime · Sun Nov 12, 2006 @ 09:15am · 0 Comments


It's weird really...and I suppose it's funny too...I used to (well i'm sure a lot of us have) have these unlikely-to-happen fantasies back in high school about my crushes...how they would be in the same class as me, how we'd be seatmates and lab partners...and how we'd be talking/texting for 24/7 (yeah right...haha)... how he and his girlfriend would break up...and...well you know... They're pretty silly fantasies now that I think about it...and yes, I'd always thought that they would never ever happen in the real world...in my dream world, maybe...but in reality? yeah...don't think so... It's ironic now though, that I'm practically eating the words I just wrote/said above...I'm in college and I'm way way over my high school crushes...and now almost EVERY SINGLE ONE of my girlish fantasies have come true... Yeah, it's pretty hard to believe too...but yes, it's true... How is it that when all the sparks and giddiness are gone that's the time all my fantasies come true...it's weird...and really freaky...and to think it all happened at once...I mean, it all happened this term....woah... I suppose if I still had any feelings for him then I'd be going gaga and dancing and praising the heavens above but I'm not... Weird... Really weird... aizuhime · Sat Nov 11, 2006 @ 08:52am · 0 Comments


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