Why is it, that whenever I try to talk to my mom about college, our conversation ends up on how many thousands of dollars in debt I will be?
"You'll spend over ten years trying to pay it off."
"Yavapai will only get you into an AA."
"If you go to NAU I will move into Phoenix so I can make money and be with people." (My mother and I remain in Prescott because of me.)
It just leaves me FREAKIN' depressed. The picture of my future life painted by her words always looks like a dismal one with only hardships and sorrows ahead. Maybe I should be a hobo living in a box down by the river eh?
I just wanna be a fricken' Physician's Assistant. Is that really hard? Damnit, everything is hard in our current world.
WHY DOES MEDICARE AND SOCIAL SECURITY BE SO VITAL AND SO EXPENSIVE BUT SO ******** DOOMED FOR FAILURE? ok, not really relevant. But the thought that my taxes are paying for sick middle aged people now and that I won't see a cent until I'm at least 96 just pisses me off. domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun scream scream scream
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