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............................................................................................... Of My Own Pain ............................................................................................... If i could.... i wouldn't... i would wish.... that you would... be here with me.... and save me..... if my darkness, botherers you.... then you can, be screwed... i hurt, i suffer.... in dirt, i sniffer... Help me... Maybe.... i will heal befor i die... Now.... Save me from myself! I'll die from the shelf(of my own pain) Kill me now.... while im bleeding... dont give now, im not ceding... Falling back, you look at me, what have i done, to make him bleed... my friends have died.... And i have lied... they think the lies, are the truth, They've seen me lie, in my youth... The time is worst, simons dead, im dieng too, so soon Sam is dead.... then they will fall, and more of them too, when we all die, they had no clue! I have finaly realised, im falling im my craddle.... And when i die, in the death oh so fatal.... they wont cry, they only want me dead... they only want me dead.... they only want me dead.... ......... only want me, dead.... dark kroushade of mirrors · Sun Dec 31, 2006 @ 06:59am · 0 Comments

	Dreams Have Drifted Away...
	Dreams Have Drifted Away...


As time passed, and the souls were lost, nothing lasts, at this great cost... As i fall, come save me, As i call, please answer... ....... Fly away, a free bird died, far away.... no-o-ow.... find a way, and i wont lied, find a way....oh-o-oh... Hope, and i, wont let down, come and stay....oh.... Mope, and die, i will let down, start to sway....oh... As time, passes through are mind... Take the time, and become un-blind.... Summer passed, like life dont care.. it seems like dirt in the air... breasing away, like some sort of affair... ~~to be comtenued~~ dark kroushade of mirrors · Sun Dec 31, 2006 @ 06:39am · 0 Comments

	about me((poems are 2 down))
	about me((poems are 2 down))


!!![/ 1)Are you ok? nope... 2)What is your name? Anthony R. Albaanese 3)Are you male? yes 4)Are you Female? nope 5)Is this a good topic? yes 6)Do you have any pets? 6 cats 7)What are your pets name(s)? tuffy, clara, clio, ticitoo, shadow, shiver cool What is you favorite boys name? Link 9)What is you favorite Girls name? Samantha^^ 10)Bored? yes 11)Are you at home? home alone 12)Do you like this Quiz? yes... 13)I like Ducks, do you? sorta 14)Do you think i am random? 15)Are you ill? yes... 16)Do you like gaia? eh... 17)You think im silly don't you? no, not really 1 cool Are you a friend of mine? nope, can we though? 19)Would you like to be a friend of mine? yes 20)How much money do you have? 18k 21)What is your biggest quest? coco kitty plushy((still working on it)) 22)Do you like Harry Potter films? nope 23)Do you like The Pirates of the Carrabean?(I KNOW I HAVE SPELT IT WRONG) yes 24)How old are you? 13 25)Can you raise one eyebrow? ummm... a lil XD 26)Can you touch your nose with your tongue? yes 27)Do you like Pop music? nope 2 cool Do you like rock music? YES!!! 29)Do you like classical music? nope 30)Do you like all music? eh... 31)Do you have a Nintendo DS? yes 32)Do you have a PSP? nope 33)Do you have a PS2? yes 34)Do you like winter? yes 35)Do you like summer? yes, no, maybe 36)Do you like spring? yes! plants rl!!! 37)Do you like autumn? nope... 3 cool Which season do you like best? spring 39)Are you English? naw, im hispanic... 40)No, what are you? XD 41)Roughly how tall are you? 5" 42)Do you watch the X factor? nope 43)Do you like the X factor? nOPE 44)Do you go to school? yesh... 45)Do you drink more in the summer? uh? 46)Are you bored yet? nope, you? 47)Im running out of questions, is that good? nope 4 cool Do you have any sisters? i evil b****d sis... 49)Do you have any brothers? nope... 50)YES!, are they annoying? OF COURSE!!! 51)Do you have any cousins? lots... droolz* tifany.... -slap- AHHHHHHH!!! 52)Yes, how many? like, 13 53)Are you tall? eh... 54)Are you short? nope 55)Are you average hight? yes 56)Do you have long hair? YES!!! 57)Do you have short hair? nope... 5 cool Is you hair curly? kinda 59)Is your hair straight? eh... 60)Is you hair wavy? nope 61)Do you like to go to the cinema? on G4? yesh... 62)Do you like chewing gum? YES!!! 63)Are you artistic? yes 64)Are you athletic? yes 65)Do you like maths? yes 66)Do you like English? yes ((writing a book)) 67)Do you like PE? no!!! 6 cool Do you like technology? der 69)Do you like languages? nope 70)Do you enjoy languages? nope 71)Do you play any instruments? flute, and used to play guitar... 72)What instruments? +++++++++++++^ 73)Do you like browsing forums? nope 74)Do you go on gaia towns? alot 75)Are you any good at gaia puzzles? alot 76)Do you like cars? nope 77)Are you scared of dying? nope 7 cool Have you ever played on speed stacks? 1 79)Are you any good at them? nope 80)What is your best time? 100s 81)Do you eat lots of fruit? yes 82)Everyone loves chocolate, right? nope 83)Who loves sweets? me 84)Do you like Jellybabies? nope 85)Do you laugh alot? yes 86)Do you like my signature? yes 87)Do you play the drums? yes, sorta 8 cool Are you in love with anyone? iono.... 89)Do you fancy anyone? wtf? 90)Do you have any ememies? ever1 on the planet... ((i have an head ake)) 91)Do you think Simon Cowell is a bad judge? yep 92)Do you know who Simon Cowell is? suprsingly 93)Do you like Sharron Ozbourne? nope 94)Do you know who Sharron Ozbourne is? ozy ozborns daughter 95)Do you hate this Quiz? not rly... 96)Are you happy that you are near the end of this silly quiz? nope... 97)La la la la>>>>>> Do you like singing? YES!!! 9 cool My Dad is bad at singing>>>Is yours? he is good... 99)Do you like animals? I LOVE ANIMALS!! 100)What is your favorite animal? CAT/BIRD!!! dark kroushade of mirrors · Thu Dec 28, 2006 @ 05:34pm · 0 Comments

	about me.... ((the poems are one down...))
	about me.... ((the poems are one down...))


... 1. How much gold do you have? 400 2. How much do you want? alot 3. How much are you questing for? coco kitty plushy 4. Are you even questing? der... 5. Should someone help? YES!!! ARE YOU... 6. Insane? yes... 7. Cute/pretty? iono... 8. Hungry? always 9. Alive? nope 10. In love? ummm... 11. Careful? yes... 12. Female? ... 13. Male? naw, im a girl... 14. Sick of this quiz? nope, you? 15 Making money? nope 16. Going to finish? yep, all the way... IS THE CREATOER OF THIS THREAD... 17. Nice? iono! 18. Complicated? yes 19. A stranger? yep 20. A friend? iono 21. Female? iono 22. Dim witted? iono 23. Getting respect? iono THIS OR THAT... 24. Car or bike? bike 25. Eat or drink? eat 26. Meat or vegtables? meat 27. Girl or boy? girl 28. A or M? hmmmm.... A? 29. Pointless or pointless XD? Pointless 30. Red or blue? red 31. Sun or rain? rain 32. Kiki or Coco? hmmmm... watever Sam likes.... 33. Stop or start? start... 34. Musician or artist? both 35. Full House or Growing Pains? neither... 36. Naruto or Furuba? naruto 37. Anime or manga? both 38. More or less? more... 39. Kiss or hug? both, at same time^^ 40. Me or you? you? DO YOU... 41. Cry? 3nodding 42. Drive? nope 43. Have kids? nope 44. Love pickles? 3nodding 45. Hate someone? 3nodding 46. Have real friends? 3nodding 47. Like movies? 3nodding 48. Kill people? 3nodding 49. Eat? 3nodding 50. Think these are stupid questions? nope 51. Regret posting? nope 52. Think you'll finish? yes blaugh 53. Wish you were dead? sometimes, unless i talk to Sam... 54. Wish you could fly? and had feathers and a beak^^ 55. Wear socks? nope 56. Like electronics? yesh 57. Want a cookie? yes.... stare 58. Have a crush? ninja coughSamcough 59. Sleep a lot? yes 60. Laugh at everything? almost everything 61. Should I write more? yes 62. Are you still making money? nope... 63. I say turtle, you think: emo 64. Are literates a dying race? i have no clue... 65. Do cows meow? mine do 66. Is this getting stupider? nope 67. Am I running out of questions? nope 68. Are you gonna leave? nope 69. So, then, you're staying? yes 70. Do you want 20k? yes... for the coco kitty plushy^^ 71. Can you PM me? if you want... 72. How old are you? 13 73. Middle name? Richard 74. Initials? A.R.A 75. Post the letters for "Gaiaonline" o....k? 76. Spell the alphabet. abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz 77. Post every emoticon... fine... biggrin smile redface crying stare scream gonk blaugh 3nodding xd stressed sweatdrop heart domokun xp eek surprised sad wink whee confused cool lol mad razz exclaim rolleyes twisted evil cry question idea arrow neutral mrgreen ninja 4laugh rofl pirate talk2hand burning_eyes cheese_whine dramallama wahmbulance emo 78. Write your username backwards. srorrim fo edahsuork krad 79. Count up to 50. nope... 80. Count down from 50, nope... 81. Type your username with your elbows! question dark kroushade of mirrors 82. Is this slowly getting stupid? yes XD 83. How much money do you have NOW? 400 84. Have any pets? 6 85. What's your favorite food? burgers/ soup 86. Favorite drink? dr.pepper/ mountain dew... 87. Favorite person? Sam^^ 88. Is your room tidy? NO!!1 89. Have any siblings? 1 90. Can Kiku ask you something? iono! 91. Do you like Bani Clips? wtf? 92. Huh? wtf? 93. Is candy good? chewy, yes, chocolate, no... 94. Is Gaia fun? eh... 95. Do you know Japanese? no 96. How about French? no 97. Should 40 year olds be on Gaia? NO!!!! ew... 98. Should 13 year olds be dating? ninja der 99. Can you rate thumbs up? yes... 100. Are you done with part1? almost... Part2 101. So, the "are you done" question was a fake!? yes... 102. Are you exicted about more questions? YES! 103. Or are you annoyed? nope... 104. Do you think you'll finish, again? yes 105. Are you doing this for the money? nope... YOUR OPINION ON... 106. President Bush. a whipe 107. Gaian prices inflating. gay... 108. Gaian hackers. fagets 109. The creator's avatar. cool 110. Cookies. YUM!!1 111. Life and death. cool 112. More cookies. -twich- WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF... 113. Monkey's could fly? I WOULD LAY AN EGG!!!! 114. You had 10billion gold? buy a coco and a kiki plushy^^ 115. What's your favorite colour? yellow 116. What type of music do you like? rock 117. Favorite name? Samantha^^ 118. Favorite flower? hmmm... cant choose^^ 119. Favorite word? ****! 120. Bestest phrase in the whole wide world. Dumb a 121. Do you want avi art? nope, you((unless Sam drew it^^)) 122. Do you draw avi art? nope... 123. Would you donate to keep this thread going? if i had more gold... 124. Are you up for a very long quiz? yes^^ 125. You're bored, aren't you? nope THIS OR THAT... 126. Mist or smoke? mist 127. High or low? low 128. Bani or Goti Clips? WTF 129. Exciting or dull? exiting 130. Maple Story or Gaiaonline? both... 131. One best friend or many good friends? one best friend^^ 132. Japan or USA? JAPAN RLZ!!!! HAVE YOU EVER... 133. Lied? yes 134. Stolen something? ninja 135. Done drugs? NEVER!!!! MY DAD DOES THOUGH^^ 136. Broken someone's heart? nope, some1 has broken min though... 137. Made someone smile? yes 138. Eaten a brownie? yes 139. Sky dived? O.o 140. Pretened to be someone your not? never ARE YOU... 141. Energetic? kinda' 142. Loud/noisy? nope, not really 143. Depressed? yes 144. Happy? eh... 145. Romantic? yes^^ 146. Addicted to cheese? ^^ 147. Wishing this would just end!? nope 148. Thinking counting to 50 was hard? yes... i didn't even do it... 149. Prepared to count to 100!? NO!!! 150. Count up to 100. ... 151. Count down from 100. ... 152. Spell hippopotamus. hippopotumus 153. Spell your favorite animals name. Bird/Cat Part3 154. Would you do this quiz again? eh... 155. If so, how many times? 1 156. Do you have a job? eh... 157. Do you drive a car? eh... 158. When do you think this quiz'll end? NEVER!!! 159. What do you want your prize to be? a coco kitty plushy^^ 160. If you had 3 wishes, what would they be? 1)to be with some1... 161. What's your favorite school subject? eh... 162. Does your avatar look anything like you IRL? eh... THIS OR THAT... 163. Dog or cat? CAT!!! 164. P!nk or Eminem? eh... 165. Dinosaurs or Sharks? eh? 166. Evolution or creation? evolutoin 167. Never or always? both 168. Radio or T.V.? both 169. Apples or bananas?BANNANA'S!!!! AND GRAVY!!! 170. 100 or 1000? 1000 171. Post every emoticon, again, backwords. no! 172. Count up to 1000. ****** that! 173. Count down from 1000 . **** THAT TOO!!! 174. You've gotten so far! Give yourself a pat on the back. kk 175. Do you still think you'll finish? yes 176. What kind of questions are your favorite? personal ones 177. Are you any closer to your goal? i have no clue... 178. How much gold do you have now? 400... -sigh- 179. Think you're worthy of donations? yes 180. Would you donate if I asked you to? yes... all 400 of it... dark kroushade of mirrors** · Thu Dec 28, 2006 @ 05:31pm · 1 Comments

	Bloody War...
	Bloody War...


Many wars have been faulted in time, now making it harder for some to climb... Look how angered the man of war are, something i know i cant bare... Somewhere in this world, there is a place we all belong... We must all heal and feel, this how it all comes along... i was confused, unused, not amused, by the difficulty of our hearts and our mind... Some of us think to find the riches, that they no they cant find... Fate is one thing that cant be changed unless, you change you destany and not be useless.... When the time comes, and you must fight, and you know there is no one become, and you walk the darknesds you think is light, "time to fight! time to fight!" Men shouting, wemon scrabling, With children close they ask, why do we gamble? our luck.... We cant fight, wat is left to find, our own self, is all at mind... for you all, i say that my heart is bleeding, and all i see are people ceding... Its hard to whatch yourself be gone, and let yourself be abandened... kill off this thinking, without this dark errie... All i see is drinking, we all die in thoury... I aint happy with this all, if you are, begone... we're usless, the future, is comeing on... Trees, they are the only thing to have a mind... Time.... You have it or you don't that's a fallacy I'm in them Every sprouting tree Every child apiece Every cloud you see You see with your eyes I see destruction and demise Corruption in disguise From this ******' enterprise Now I'm sucking to your lies Through myself, though not his muscles but the precisoin he provides with me as a guide But y'all can see me now cos you don't see with your eye You perceive with your mind That's the inner So I'm gonna stick around with you and be a mentor Bust a few rhymes so mother **** Remember where the thought is I brought all this So you can survive when law is lawless you get cut with the knife, kuz you say you have eternal life... There is no elixer to life, and you see the one man and wife... i wanna heal, you want to feel.... i wanna heal, you want to feel.... dark kroushade of mirrors** · Thu Dec 28, 2006 @ 03:07pm · 1 Comments

	Sometimes i wish that...
	Sometimes i wish that...


Sometimes i wish that, id wanna be, what you have always, wanted of me... But i can, see you, not wanting, me to change... my heart, your soul, my life, isn't whole... can you, forgive me, for all that, i've spoken? for you know, wat lifes like, you have been broken... Falling, delusoins, conclusoins, into ruins... i fall down, all around, i hope that, i hit the ground... Sometimes im waiting, for you to take action, and me, a reaction... id wanna be, whats left of me, your heart will be, the begining of me... my life will hurt, we will all fall, we shall not lose even when they call... hated ones, broken souls., parts that have no whole... Crying for you and me, so we could one day be free... our hopes, our life... are denied by the great ones, who-ever they may be... WHO-EVER THEY, MAY BE!!! Our lives may be dreadfull, Our hearts are regretful... we know things we shouldn't, we know things we shouldn't.... for thats wat, war is, privicy, vialatoin... discolor-atoin, from other natoins... hope isn;t, dreadful.. dark kroushade of mirrors · Thu Dec 28, 2006 @ 12:56am · 2 Comments

	life, i know the truth...
	life, i know the truth...


im not afraid to lose my life now... i've learned many things from my past, and its tough. losing friends your whole life, loved ones die,best friends move. So many things go wrong when you worry, and let life drift away... So many paople are perswayed by fear, and there fears "ALWAYS" come true... Worring to much makes you scared, and thus you fear that your worries and going to come true... And the fears "will" come true, and screw you up more... heres a lil' story, to prove these facts... On october 15, 1999, a woman was found dead in a harbor. the docters found that she was raped and murdered befor she was put in the lake. Her boyfriend was the main suspect. But he hadenent seen her in weeks. Surching the womans home, they found a diary, with all her fears. they found she feared death, and feared she would be raped. She worried all day and night, and they soon found that wat she feared, had killed her. They soon found evidence that it was her boyfriends friend had raped her, and his "home-boy" killed her. you want to know who that woman was, my aunt... do you fear/ worry? because i worried, and feared... i feared that my ex would break my heart.... i worried that EVERY night.... and now im single... hmmmm.... dark kroushade of mirrors · Sun Dec 17, 2006 @ 04:54pm · 5 Comments

	Breaking the habit...
	Breaking the habit...


Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again [Bridge:] I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused [Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again [Bridge:] I dont want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused [Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight [Bridge:] I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends [Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit Tonight dark kroushade of mirrors · Wed Dec 13, 2006 @ 02:53am · 1 Comments


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