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I tore the petela tendent in my left knee playing basketball in school so i havent been skating since id say november =( i lost the most important guy in my life i loved with my heart we were great friends and now hes gone because i got in a fight with his stupid brother thanks to him my life is nothing but hell that was back in october i miss him so much i guess ill always love him. But if me and him are really supossed to be together i guess that he'll come back in my life someway....whatever i guess thats the past now so anyway i really like these 2 guys >.< there friends though so thats probably not so good but there the nicest guys in my life since i lost CAM. MY BROTHER HAD ANOTHER BABY GIRL NOW HE HAS 2 BOYS AND 2 GIRLS AND MY OLDEST SISTER HAS 2 GIRLS AND A BOY AND MY COUSIN HAD A BABY YESTERDAY AND MY OTHER COUSIN IS HAVING ANOTHER ONE IN APRIL....HAVE I EVER SAID THAT I HAVE A HUGE FAMILY HEHE I HAVE 3 AUNTS AND 8 UNCLES ON MY DADS AND NONE OF THEM HAVE LESS THEN 3 KIDS PLUS I HAVE A MILLION COUSINS HEHE BIG a** FAMILY

i moshed at lunch hurt my neck again almost got hit by a car twice in one day i failed history and just barley passed biology as always i never could get good grades in those classes brused both my ankles they hurt now head hurts i got hit with arock when my dad was mowing the lawn crying crying i've become even more obcessed with music if thats even possible for me and since i got my new camera i cant stop taking pictures my sister moved out so i have my own room and i like it i dont lose my voice any more from fighting and my temper has lowerd but all my parents do is but into my business and talk about her all day it's really annoying i'm never really home now i got a cell so my friends can call me on it so i can leave more i cant skate because my ankles and neck + my knee which sucks because i'm in pain and i've been skating since i was 2 1/2 and i've never gone more than 3 days without skating and now i keep getting hurt all over again crying crying crying crying crying crying crying rolleyes