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i had many poeple respond to poem and not all of the people made sense so here is my rant. and my poem
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Valentine's day, who the ******** thought of that?
This day where people discard you
Toss you aside
All for someone they don't really know
God, everyone i thought
Who would share their happiness with me
No one did
Just brush me off
Ill just go sit in the corner
And slit my wrists
No one will care
No one will know
The people who i thought cared
Left a while ago
Walked in this morning
People know I'm alone
No one says hi
No hello
Just a look
And they're engrossed
In what this s**t is for
Faking it
With the one your next to
And leaving long time friends in the dust
No one to say "i love you"
Or "everything's all right"
But enough to say "get lost"
"Get out of my sight"
Maybe I'm just selfish
Maybe I'm just rude
But it sucks
When no ones there
To lighten the mood
No one to hold
No one to kiss
If i could make just one wish
I say everyone to hell
Or maybe just myself
No one would know
No one would care
So I'm sitting here all alone
Thinking about the knife in the drawer
No one would stop me
No one cares
I just can't help it
With no one to soothe me
No one to hug
I just cant stop thinking
About if my blood
Would come out of the rug...
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you skinny little hoes who dont even get what the ******** im write about
its not about a ******** piece of pie
its not not about ******** smiles
and you douches who think being a funny ******** helps my mood
you are severly and utterly mentally retarded! i hate you all now i know the answer to my question
you all should go to hell and i will remain to bask in your blood

thanks for the positive comments and go to hell....im still pissy

This is one of many poems that I've written about a boy called heart Michael heart . I've known him for four years, and he says he doesn't date.....i think he just doesnt date people like me. this is not the first poem. But since i cant get to MS word, this is all i can get. tell me if you like, i might post more... crying

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