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Darkness Is My Sanctuary.
Blah...It's a journal...About who cares? No one. ^_^
GRRRRRRRRR!
scream DAMMIT! I hate ****ing CHOIR! I had to do a performance thing at skewl. AFTER school. It was for a grade. Then I had to wait
for-****ing-ever for a god**** ride. Then I had to break into my own god**** house through my stupid dog door! now I'm all bruised! **** CHIOR!!!!!


hello?
I listened as doors slammed, as she screamed, " We are leaving town this week! If you do this again while we are gone, you'll be out on the street!!" I heard more screaming but couldn't make out what she, my mother, was saying to my brother. I slowly closed my creaking door and tunred on the light by my bed. The smell! It was coming from my brother and i could smell it through my door. I knew immediately it was beer. I then heard her shout, " You have no friends!! They don't want to be around you anymore!!" I heard quiet but i knew she was still talking. My family is falling apart...

This is just one 10 minute period of my life. Yes, this happened. hate my family is there anyone out there willing to take me away from them, please?


oops..
i meant to add the following entries on the dates i post:


12/ 5/ 2004
I am soooo Friggen pissed at my dad right now! He hit me AGAIN!!!!!!! I'm so fed up! Dad said i "would get grounded and beaten if i don't get my homework done." I want to leave i REALLY REALLY do, but i have nowhere to go and they would eventually find me, tell me a few empty LIES and then beat me an entire lifetimes worth! GAHH!!! I HATE IT HERE!!
the only good news is that my brother came back (which is still pretty bad). However, I see him less than i used to and now i feel like i miss him even more than before sad cry crying


12/ ?/ 2004

Im feelin pretty good about myself right now! i just threw away my old "sculpting tool " (which is really the knife i used to use). it feels like ive gotten rid of some of the hate i used to feel for myself and yet somehow it feels like ive added more.

12/ ?/ 2004
Im super pissed at my dad! I had detention today and my dad had a stupid appointment today. he was supposed to pick me up afterwards but hes so friggen ignorant he probably forgot i was here and went to have a drink! now im outside, cold, numb, alone and its probably going to rain, and its already past FIVE!!


lke my new sig?
i think its cool
i got them from someone sweatdrop i have to pics
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i got sent to the counselors yesterday
cause my stupid friggen teacher caught me cutting myself. i ask you. HOW IS IT THEIR BUSINESS IF I WANNA DAMAGE MYSELF?? i dont even LIKE teachers and they pretend to be all caring and crap it is total bull


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