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Is This Real?
I paid the cost.
This must be a gamble
That I played and lost

My life goes up and down
Like a roller coaster ride
Outside I have to stay tough
While it's killing me inside

Though I said I'll be okay
It was nothing but a mask
It all just reminded me
Of my traumatizing past

Will I ever be all right
Only time can tell
It's like I climbed a mountain
Then tripped and fell

So even though it's over
Our relationship is done
I'm still in that race
And I continue to run