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Who knows, it could be because of my parents or it could be the manga I am reading. Most of what I read is dark and gory, weak hearted people would be dead if they read them. Either way, the facts are still the same. My parents are crappy. They expect too much of me, it makes school much harder and sometimes unbearable. That is probably the reason I am so "emo".

Speaking of emo. what are they? Some say they are emotional, the new goth, gossip whores, sad people, dorks, and others call them the "in" crowd. My opinion of this new name for the losers are the fake goth. Yeah, emo are fakes who cry out to the world that they are sad and miserable; they say that they try to commit suicide but in truth, they don't even touch sewing needles. Goths are more realistic, they keep quiet about their miseries and some are even happy! The heavy makeup is a drawback though. So what I have to say is... I don't have an idea what I am saying. My life is weird, you can't really see anything coming or going; I am sort of like fog.

So, my opinions of the average parent is kind of like my mine. They are annoying but sometimes loveable, they make you so annoyed that you want to be a shadow and leave this world, and also they are your parents. Your mother gave birth to you and your father helped her in the process. They are the most important support pillars in your life, do I/you really hate them? Of course I do. My mother is the worst kind, she buys me too many shoes; do I need fifteen pairs? She does not let me buy enough books. (And she can buy worthless one hundred dollar shoes?) For the most part, she cares and wants me to be happy. She is far from it. Her image is affected by me so she wants me to look good, not smart. Well my grades do count but not as much as slick spiky hair and super nice abs right? Such a naive(sp?) woman.