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Another Summer gone!

I'm sad about it. Not because I enjoyed the summer. This summer was terrible >.< For the first bit of it I could only send my love an email a week. And the last bit I was so stressed over what was in my last post that I was totally miserable.

Speaking of which, it turned out okay biggrin I'm just getting my webcam taken away, which is kind of sad, but we can deal with it. We've also gotten a time limit on how long we can talk, which we have been faithfully breaking cool

And I don't even want to go into the home life drama. In short, my dad's divorced again, we've moved again, and hopefully now life can be happy.

My sweet Rich was there through it all, and I've never been so thankful to anyone. Without him I don't know if I could have taken it.

Tommorrow I'm going back to school, back to classes and lonely lunches. The very worst part of school is seeing all the couples snuggling in the halls. It's like a wrench at my heart everytime. They'll probably be broken up in a month, and they get to snuggle. I can't hold the man I'm going to marry. It's simply not fair.

I have to try and do my best to concentrate on my work and my friends, and not on how much I miss him heart

I am nervous sweatdrop

This is very possibly the last week I'll be able to talk instantaneously with my boyfriend until I turn 18 and move out. My father and I are going to "discuss" it next week, and although he promises it won't be "THE END" of our relationship, I'm not looking forward to going back to an email a week, or even less.

I'm hoping very much that I can keep text messaging him. I love to wake up in the morning to something sweet 3nodding But I dunno if my dad trusts me enough to leave me with that. cry

Online relationships are haaaard. gonk

Hi dears smile

I don't know why I bother writing this, nobody's going to be reading my very first post!

But along those lines, who in the world is going to want to read all my other posts!

Ah well, we'll see! Maybe when I'm popular ^^