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So today, tried to see a girl, pretty much didn't happen due to work.. Not to mention her random calls didn't help all to much. Had my hair called a wig ><... by some old stupid white woman.. gawd and Realized girls are lame alot of the time..

I'm giving up on girls till after summer i guess.. just none have really shown they want to be with me or want a relationship. I'm sick of meeting girls who just want to party and screw around or are just looking for a guy to play with ... i'm not like that nor do i want to become like that scream . I don't know what to expect anymore. There is one girl that i know would be perfect for me but she lives to far... and there isn't anything i can do about that and even if i had a car... to visit her would be taxing on it.. but maybe i'm thinking to negative in terms of mph. Either way... unless a girl really enjoys something i'm passionate about, lives somewhere close or can drive or see me somehow... and thrusts herself onto me.. i'm not looking... Just make friends for now i guess..

It sucks being alone.