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I'm a huge ranter who likes to write poetry when I'm romantically betrayed. that's all you need to know for now.
Hello Gaia, I'm sorry to everyone who has read this entry and all, but I must be leaving now for due to extrenuating circumstances mostly due to my depression, I must leave.. For I do not wish to cause any more trouble than I must. for everyone who wishes to contact me, try in anyway /but/ a forum.

Adieu,

Kaylee "Kachnica Rayne" Rydstrand


Goddamnit Jack... I'm just so sorry... you think we can't last as a couple and you don't know my feelings towards what Elizabeth and I did... I just wish I could take it all back.. I didn't mean for anything like that to happen... I just want to take it all back and have you still... I hope you read this and possibly accept my apoligy. crying Finatael.


god.. I don't know what I should do anymore with my fiance... I mean we both don't know if we deserve eachother and we can't decide what to do besides my horrible depression and so we can't make the decision to stay together or break up... XD wish I knew what to do because like how I am I'm pushing him further and further away from me.. yeah.


blergh... I feel all feverish anyways onto this little rant...

Oh my ******** god, what is it with people like my Science teacher, SUSAN SONGSTAD, I needed to go down to the ******** Nurses office to not only change a tampon but I was getting killer cramps like I was giving birth, could barely breath, hurt all over, and had a killer migrane, and yet through all that she refused to let me?! ********! I could've died in there if I didn't walk out to the nurses office but I don't care, I was in pain, what a ******** b***h, I HATE her for that... see if I'm nice to her once I see her when I'm off break, I see no reason to be nice. I only see reason to be bitchy. yeah.


XD simplified information updated Februrary 2nd
[Name]Kaylee
[Age]15 1/2
[Location]Washington
[Sign]Bull/Snake
[Birthday]April 25, 1989
[Hair Color] currently dyed Red-auburn
[Eye Color] Hazel-grey gets greener with the more I cry
[Hair Style] straight tip-cut

Are you?
[Racist] No.
[Funny] Sometimes
[Depressed] Not right now. Right now? a little.
[Weird] who wouldn't be?
[Lazy] at times
[Romantic] YES. that form of my processes is broken.
[Serious] most the time
[Smart] Most of the time
[In love] HELL YES Not anymore
[Hyper] Sometimes.
[Moody] Definitely.
[Religious] No.
[Playful] YES.
[Experienced]In?
[Emotional] Everyone is.
[Tolerant] Sure.

How do you feel about?
[Abortion] Murder.
[Gay marriage] it's their life... Let them do what the ******** they want.
[Love] Is Fun! Inherently evil because it always results in heartache for me
[War with Iraq] No.
[Sex before marriage] Mebbe...
[Online Dating] No thanks.
[Reality TV] None.

Relationships
[Single or taken] Taken. now Single
[Since when?] October 14th 2004 Never.
[Boyfriend/girlfriend/crush] Jack Rayne No one.
[Best Friend] Offline/online: Kyatsu offline: Elizabeth Moody
[Four other friends]Dead.
[Worst Enemy] Ru?
[Siblings] 1
[Do you get along with your parents?] Hell Nu.

Who?
[Is the smartest?] Einstein.
[Is the dumbest?] Stimpy.
[Is the funniest?] Ow.
[Is the nicest?] Mother Teressa.
[Is the meanest?] Hitler.
[Do you envy?] Nobody.
[Would you trade lives with?] No.
[Would you die for?] A select few. No one anymore, lost the one I would due to stupidity
[Would you kill?] ^_^ My past two ex's. No one anymore... too damned depressed.

Favorites.
[Movie] Full metal Jacket, Ringu
[TV show] I don't watch TV.
[Five Bands] Infected Mushroom, Rammstein, Lords of acid, X Japan, L'arc~en~Ceil

[Five songs] Amour, None of this is real, Rough Sex, Art of life, Whaat is love
[Food] A lot.
[Colors] Red and Black
[Word] mmmfwashnei....
[Activity] Hanging out with my friends. Shopping.
[Sport] none.
[Holiday] Who cares?
[Animal] Kitties, Tigers, and Polar Bears.

Do you?
[Like to shop] Online.
[Wear makeup] Not often.
[Do homework] When I have to.
[Make money] Laundry.
[Want to die] No. At times.
[Have a job] No,too young.
[Like to sew] yes.
[Like to cook] Love it.
[Go in chat rooms] No.
[Get easily attatched] YES.
[Get tired of these questions] Yeah.


Have you ever?
[Been out of America] Yeah.
[Gone out with someone for over a year] No.
[Danced in the rain] No.
[Made out in the rain] No.
[Had sex] Yes.
[Had oral sex] Yes.
[Had a**l sex] "Get the ******** out."
[Played video games for over 4 hours straight]Try longer.
[Gone out with somebody for their reputation or looks] No.
[Skinny dipped] No.
[Gone streaking] Never.
[Dyed your hair] Yeah. I'll be dying it black as soon as possible... probably tomorrow.
[broken a promise] Who hasn't?
[gotten in a fight] Yeah.
[gotten suspended] Yes.
[cried at a funeral] No.
[cried over a guy/girl] Yeah.

Your past
[What do you remember most in your whole life?] My horrid past 2 Boyfriends.
[In the past year?] Yes.
[Name everyone who has changed your life] Too many.
[Name everyone you ever loved] Jack, Gareth, Krystal, Natalie, Kyatsu, and Elizabeth
[Who did you lose touch with?] Many people.
[Who do you wish you still talked to?] Nat and Kryssy.
[Scariest moment?] Almost getting into a three car fatality just last week!
[Happiest moment?] Yeah, no. Nothing.
[Most sad time?] Hearing that another friend of mine died. Having the only man I ever loved and may ever love dump me
[Did you like your childhood?] No.
[Are your real parents still together?] Yeah.
[What do you regret?] a few insignificant things. something that happened on January 29th
[If you could change one thing about you past, what would it be?] Nothing. fixed my relationship with Jack about what happened on the twentynineth and all


yay! XD today is so chaotic... house finally all clean (if I didn't mention it's a pit of messes) and then Kat-chan, a close friend of mine had to send me "What is this feeling?" from a musical called "Wicked" giving me thoughts of along with possibly Raelin and I making a kareoke birthday party thing what with our birthdays being only three days apart..
anyways as I was saying... along with it also poking fun at both of us for those who've seen the musical with I playing the part of Elphaba.. ^^ very fun idea since I've been singing the song all since Kat-chan sent it to me.. >.>;; lets see if I can get in contact with her and plan it all, neh?




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