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When your in pain... Do you pick up something sharp and cut yourself...? When your in pain, do you purposely hurt yourself, or someone else, to make yourself feel better...?
Hai... When you see the blood, and your hand become numb, do you feel better...? Or, deep down inside, do you feel ashamed, and feel like killing yourself right then and there...? They say that when people commit suicide, they go straight to Hell... But I, I do not believe that... They are... Just trying to find a way out. A way out of pain -- a way out of living with anymore hurt, anger, and disappointment...
Bastards... People don't cut theirselves because they're stupid... It's because they have a worse life than you... Because you were sheilded from hurt... But they, they were right in the middle of it. They were the ones that were preyed upon... The ones that were unlucky enough to experience something unbearable...
 Hazuyaki · Sat Sep 23, 2006 @ 06:24pm · 0 Comments |
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I am currently at my best friend's house... Watching Full Metal Alchemist... And... Gluttony is nearing some criminals... Oh my... -Sigh-
It's 12:20 AM... Exactly 16 more days until my birthday... Yipdeefreakin' doo. -Nods- Well. I was bored... And I just wanted to type something... So...
Hazuyaki · Sun Sep 03, 2006 @ 05:22am · 0 Comments |
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So... I live Where Darkness is Forever... But I'm visiting someone in Maryland... It's rather pretty here... I've been going swimming almost everyday... And we went bowling today...
We visited some friends, and then we came back home where we were playing with puppies... And one ended up peeing on my shoe because it was excited...
Heh... Hehehe...
Hazuyaki · Fri Aug 18, 2006 @ 03:15am · 0 Comments |
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It's amazing, really, if you think about it... And no, surprisingly, I am not having any of my demon-based fits as I usually am... I am actually quite happy. I've been signed up on Gaia for like what; 7 days or so?
Look at my avatar already. It's already have 2 items on my dream avatar that I wanted...! I guess I stay on the internet too long though... Addicted, that's the right word for it. Oh well; we can't help that, now can we?
Hazuyaki · Tue Jul 04, 2006 @ 08:33am · 0 Comments |
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Hazuyaki · Fri Jun 30, 2006 @ 04:27pm · 0 Comments |
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When you look in the water... Or in a mirror... Or in anything, that reflects your image... You often think about what you see. Most "beings" just think they see... Beauty, greed, wealth. But it's really something more. Something more deep, more meaningly. And yet... They are too blind by greed to see it.
You can see love, you can see what counts on the inside. You can see the guilt or regret you've had for years, the pain and sorrow in your heart. The happiness that caused you to laugh and smile so many times, also to cry when you have nothing else to do. Some don't have to concentrate to see; some "beings" just see it right then and there. Those are the ones that are not blinded by pathetic, stupid, distractions.
Are you one of those people?
Hazuyaki · Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 02:43am · 0 Comments |
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Many "beings" say there are no such thing as demons. No such thing as stuff that could be more powerful them. But these "beings" are wrong. They only say that, and try their hardest to believe that demons are not real. So they can feel superior, so they can feel nothing can kill them. So they can feel that nothing can stop them, whatsoever.
And yet, many people see demons. Many are possessed. And yet, these "beings" just say that they are crazy. Nothing had possessed them. They just put on a show. And yet I say... If you do not believe... Than may you be possessed by a demon. May you be possessed by a demon, so you can feel the pain and agony other went through. You deserve it. If you do not believe.
And yet, there is some kind of doubt in my heart as well...
Hazuyaki · Sun Jun 25, 2006 @ 08:23pm · 0 Comments |
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It was all darkness... All darkness in the beginning. There was no light... There was no life... It was all empty space, empty space of nothingness, and strange aura's of evil waiting to be born. Waiting to get a chance to become some sort of physical being, so they can start the world, and then destroy it in the end.
In the beginning... It was a mistake, to make a beginning. This is why so many "beings" are miserable. It would have been better... To leave the nothingness as it was. To leave out anything that had feelings. So it could become miserable.
So many "beings" say, that if they are miserable, then they should make it better. In truth... No one's life is good. No one's life is perfect. And everyone's life is missing something. Most "beings" are just to blind to notice it. To blind to notice the pain and ache in their heart.
Because these "beings" use little distractions, so they won't see the truth.
Hazuyaki · Sun Jun 25, 2006 @ 05:55pm · 0 Comments |
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