I've tryied post already but gaia wouln't let me... and you know I found out people read my journal they just don't coment... XD which I find really anoying.
anyways my life:
MY. BACK. HURTS!!!!
my lower back just won't quit hurting
crying and I don't know why... my mom keeps telling me she's going to make me an apointment at the ciropractors... but she hasn't yet
gonk other than that I'm... sad and stressed out... end of the school year you know? I'm junior this year and I'm fixing to be a sinior... and I'm just so buisy with end of the year homework/tests/band/chior/drama/dance stuff that I'm just getting way way to stressed.....
which is bad cuz I'm usually so carefree right? (riiiiiight
stare )
I'm just so tired of the people at school.. even my best friends... I love them to death but I'm just ready to leave for the summer and meet new people.. I'll miss them...but I WANT to miss them.. does that sound bad?
my friends are getting tired of me too so I think the feeling is mutual...
*sigh* and I'm really sad today and I cried all day yesterday becuase me and a really good friend that I spend nearly everyday with had a firght...
well.. I got mad at something he said about me... and blew up in his face and then he got out of the car and called his mom to pick him up and we haven't spoken since... lol but it was only yesterday afternoon... so I'll call him tonight and apologize and every thing should be alright....
I'm two years older than this guy.. hes 15.. I should expect him to be emiture right? eh.. why am I so trusting?
and I got a speeding ticket driving some friends home....
thats another thing.. I'm only wanted around because I have a car... and they don't say that but I know its ture...sometimes anyway... ehh...
any way.. I hate the real life drama.. Its all just so pointless.
I'm going to a dance workshop in Fort Worth in two weeks.. and I'll be gone nearly all the month of June.. so don't expect me to be on line...
but know that this summer I'm going to have fun and all my stress will go away and my back will quit hurting....
thats my prayer anyway
sweatdrop sooo... I have some pics of myself!!

just some pics of me during a play rehersal... the guy in two of them is my friend will.. hes pinning the back of the dress...
Hazley · Sat May 21, 2005 @ 03:28pm · 5 Comments