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I just went through my journal and read evry little post. I just had a major memroy blast thing and now my mind hurts.

Well I haven't posted in here for a LONG time. Where to start. Lets get all the bad stuff out of the way first that way the ending is nice.

It started when we made a DDR club at my school. One of the presidents(we have two o.O) invited this one guy who my friend hates. Sghe got really pissed off at him and they aren't friends anymore.

Then came fall break. My friend gave me a ten day free trial pass to World of Warcraft(which shall be called WoW in this journal from now on) I played it had fun. I then tried to ask the girl I likeout, again. She first replied very hostily and then I guess she regreted the first response and tried to comfort me. I was a complete jerk about it and signed off of AIM. I think she hates me. So if anyone who knows me IRL and reads this and you know whop I'm talking about please proove me wrong.

A couple weeks later(I think) her sister had a party and I went. We went for a walk and got pulled over by the cops for walking with too many people( there were a good 20 of us). They unnderstood we weren't trying to do anything wrong and escorted us back to the party. I got bored and sat there wondering when my friend would drive his little brother and I back home.

All was well for a litttle while until my friend( also the girl I like, still me and my sturborness) got upset because of the same peice of s**t that the president nvited. I got really fire dup about it and it took a lot of energy to stop my self from punching the guy in the face.

All of the rest of last year was great from last I posted. I got Star Wars Episode three for christmas along with a digital camera. My friend's sister had a birthday party the past weekend. I had a good time. Played "I never" with vault and my cup was full the whole time until the end when I had to leave,. so I know it wasn;t spiked.

I see how long it is and I'm sorry for lenthe
~Me~

Well I'm done with band camp and only two more to go. It was great today everyone did the correct thing during our show and we didn't just freeze in the middle of the show. After the show I ate food and played ultimate freezbie. Well the only thing that I'm not looking foward to is that monday I start school neutral and that means that I am not going to be able to get online as much. I'm going to do better than I did last year so I don't get grounded and I'll be getting on on the weekends so I will still get on. I'm already in kind of trouble since my band class on thursday ran over to go to my third period and I ent to it instaed of 4th when it was 5th(which I was supposed to go to the cafeteria because I don't have a 5th yet) but my teacher made me stay there, so monday is going to be interesting. Well until I get on next time.

~T.E.S.

I told the girl I like what I needed to tell her and she said she couldn't like any guy because of some ******** b*****d who hurt her. Of course what could I expect everygirl that I thought I liked has hurt me in some way. I am now begining to think that I was not meant to have someone who cared about me. Of course noone actually reads my journal.