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i left for ohyocon january 4th,2007 a day earlier than planned and i left after working 8 hours and having been up for days before that and i was driving. so i was not a nice person to be trapped in a car with both of my girl friend and my other friend have told me this. (yes at the time i was dating two women and they both knew it and were cool with it) anyway we got there at 10am and had to wait in this huge line and it really pissed me off, my gf and my friend got inline way ahead of me and my other gf and wouldnt give us a cut. so i didnt get in for hours after them.

anyway first thing i did was head for the artist alley and i had never been to a con so i didnt know what else there was to do so i wanted to run crazy and one of my gfs pretty much lived there for the rest of the con. the other one an i were left to wonder around on our own with no clue what was going on. (i was pissed about this until the last night of the con when my other gf and i sat down and talked it over and she explained that she was letting me find my own way and that she was doing what she wanted to do but you people dont car about that do you) anyways i wondered aimlessly for the rest of the con and some where along the way i lost my badge during a photo shoot and couldnt enter the vendors room without my friends pass sad

anyways after my gf straited my head out that she wasnt ditching me she was simply doing what was fun for her i began to have fun get into my character a bit too much (most of the naruto characters there were done by female cosplayers and there were sexy no jutsus of nearly every character there including jiryia and the 4th hokage. anyways i wish i had my camera but i didnt so my friends pics are all i have. to show.

i also met up with my onesan (honorary sister) who had a costume with wings that were really big and she is cosplay royalty so i got into many of the events without my pass just cuz i was her guard, makes since right im dressed as a ninja and i got a mission xd anyways i missed alot of the con cuz i was guarding her. btw one of my Gf's was dressed up as a cloaked sand AMBU which was cool since she was helping me guard onesan.

and soon i will have links so check back here soon.

I was out to lunch with the friend who i talked about in my "Friends you thought you had" journal entry and one other friend was along. this friend is shall we say odd. he as long as i have known him has been fond of quoting things. anime, TV shows, Movies that kinda thing. he has always had a special fondness for George Carlin, this has been a source of amusement on many an occasion. we were however in a Tea bizzar, the kind of people in this place are exactly the people that Geroge Carlin is trying to offend. my friend was either unaware of this or decided to launch into a rant with the intention of offending every one. the waiter had just brought us our order and we were just sitting down to relax when at the top of his lungs he goes off like an AK-47 in a post office.

his first target was gay people (this is doubly humorous because he is Bisexual). without stopping to reload he fires on people of all non-american countries in alphabetical order. then he attacks politicians and lawyers. at which point we were laughing so hard we didnt notice that we had 5 year olds who wanted to kill us.

we thought he would stop when the waiter asked him to be quiter. but he continued on and on. it stopped being funny and went strait to annoying very shortly. there are some people who dont know when to quit, when you have people with guns lining up to take a shot at you its time to shut up. but he could not be convinced that he should drink more tea and talk less.

the end result was that we escaped the angry mob of environmental lawyer and gay people for the humane treatment of cherros only by clubing a seal to death and hiding in its carrcus.

something that has reciently come to my attention is that none of the people i thought to be friends have made any effort to contact me. this was for the most part the case in high school too. however i failed to notice it because i saw them so often.

i noticed one person whom i have been "friends" with since the 6th grade has been snubbing me, ditching me, not showing up for things and in general wasting my time in the most insulting manner.

however the more i think about it this behavior is normal for him, it just never bothered me until i started counting on him to show and schedualing things around him. he has lately made a habit of not even making an excuse for his behavior.

this leads me to question if he was ever my friend or if i just failed to see that he was merely using my resoruces to his gain. he is 3 months older than me and does not have a car or a license. i have both and i was willing to tag along on outtings.

now i realize that i was just that, a tag along; a means to an end. i dont regret knowing this person. i had some good times but i am in need of friends, those whom i considered my "inner circle" are no where to be found. i have few friends whom i trusted or considered "true" but now i cant seem to dig any of them up.

this is not a "pity me" rant it is simply a story with a morale, be sure that trust flows both ways or you will run out.

im too busy to type much but while im here i may as well say something.

i hate alot of things and i plan to inform anyone who reads this journal about all of them in the most comical rants possible. not only will i try to make you laugh but if its possible i will leave you thinking about the issue in question too.

until next time,
Timberwolf