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I want to have a family reunion, I know no one will come. I wish for peace and happiness, but I know no one wants to hear the others story. It makes me sad to have a family who wont acknowledge the other worth and memories. deadclown89 · Wed Nov 04, 2009 @ 06:53pm · 0 Comments


domokun heart domokun heart domokun heart domokun I love everything!! lol my friend just got a tattoo i designed for her... the guy did a bad job ... it looks like what i drew but uneven ... it pissed me off lol but it looks gorgous!! deadclown89 · Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 12:22am · 0 Comments


domokun heart domokun heart domokun Does love count when you cant see them, You cant feel them. Does it die even if is hasnt started? Does Love then turn into loathing? Passion into vengance? Something that twisted you heart, Made you weaker then before. Now your gone. Now im gone. Two lost sould traveing to find each other. But in the end we all get hurt. This hurt that is so sweet. So real yet unreal. Choking, dizzy, dropping to the ground. So cold and hard, So inviting to sleep Sleep for all eturnity. Until you are complete Your missing half returned. deadclown89 · Thu Dec 28, 2006 @ 10:50pm · 0 Comments


4:26 PM - White Death Current mood: blank Category: Writing and Poetry (I wrote this a couple of years ago... well more then a couple, around 8th grade lol. Its has a horrible ending... i rather bite the dust at endings so be gentle if your going to judge lol) AS I lay here in this Pit, Holding my breath, going under the tourment, the hatred, the penance of my life. Its killing me, dragging me down further, never looking back. The light if life vanishes. I am alone with in the dark depths of heavenly and mortal sins. A feature drops beside me, bekonded by a crow, edgin me forth into the darkness. taking me to the godly side of death Where redemption is forced upon the waking world to repay for what their lives have taken. To where the fabrication of life but hangs upon a single thread. I hear the call of my angel, White feathers drifting about. His cry rings through my ears, a beautiful, peircing sound, others may call this the song of death, but that song awakens me frm my slumber. This is my angel. heart deadclown89 · Sun Dec 24, 2006 @ 08:26pm · 0 Comments


OKasy lovers... well i went to the green street community center yesterday. WHAT a wonderful time i had. 3 bands played last night, Steal feather, monday mourning, and the safe escape. Steal feather sucked a. im mean they butchered every song the played and a few were some of my favorite like big balls by acdc... no no nooooo. Monday mouring was **** AMAZING. theyre going to make it one way or another. OMG they are my highschool rock gods! and the safe escape rock out loud too. They played randomly rock lobster.. IT WAS AMAZING hero HEROOO!!!! I LOVE THAT SONG... yes myspace addage! okay well i dont know what to write soo im going to stop now MWHAHAHA deadclown89** · Sat Nov 11, 2006 @ 10:19pm · 2 Comments


color=red]So Im depressed. I hate feelin glike this lol it brings me down! eek But seriously I hat eit. I feel lik ei will never find someone who likes me for me. I mean I shouldnt care if someone... if anyone likes me. Theres someone out there for all of us. Save the relationships for your 20's SHay!!! But why? All well. I feel rather dead and drain from this highschool hellish life. I dont even want to be in school anymore. Up until this year I couldnt wait to be in school, I loved it. It had everything i wanted and everyone i loved in it. Now I just cant wait til the ****** bell rings so im free from the cage os a class room. A master ruler who tells us what to do, what to think, I cant stand it anymore. I hate sitting still.. which reminds me... Im filled with hate... HATRED THAT FUELS ME.. i dont want that anymore. I want to be at peace in my mind... no fueding, fighting,self loathing... **** IT ALL MAN! I need to get away! Go to a place were i can breathe, some place that no one knows me so im alone and infantial again. A place that makes me need people like they need me. Maybe this dawning reliazation that sliped into my mind is that im actually fearing that im leaving the one place i knew was a constant in my life. School. It was always there and this is my last year. MAyeb i need to imbrace this time instead of pushing it away. hell man.. holy hell. deadclown89** · Tue Oct 10, 2006 @ 09:58pm · 1 Comments


OKay Loves This is a big event im going to write about to you all for this summers plans for me and a few of my friends. We are going to take a road trip around the United states and take some side stops in canada and mexico. Ive been thinking about Since last year. I want to dive head first into the world! but i wasnt sure how i was going to do this and make it mean something more then a road trip... so was was thinking as i had the dentists fingers in my mouth, Why not have some sponsors donate a surtainamout of money to a charity for every mile we go. I love donating stuff and helping cahrities out. I just thought that would have been the best thing to do with my life out of highschool besides from college. tee hee i cant wait the memories will be amazing! we only want to bring enough money for gas and food... no hotles or anything!!! were going to rent a van for this and hopefully it will only take 2 to 3 months! until next time loves! heart heart domokun heart heart domokun heart heart deadclown89 · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 10:44pm · 0 Comments


IM reading this book called "Angels and Demons" its a beautifully written book by Dan Brown. Hes a genious... **** devinci code this amazing! Go out and buy it kiddies! deadclown89 · Tue Aug 01, 2006 @ 12:12am · 1 Comments


MNA i need money i want a mask thas called anitl bite mask.. isnt that amazing i wanna met people on the internet but im not surte if i wanna... becuz they could e a psycho killer douche bag aman swear.. rondom random... i wonder how many infants could fit in a trunk of my car ... does anyone find that odd man i i should be locked up jk... LAMO i domokun i love that thing man im bored gonk thats me cuz im sad deadclown89 · Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 01:46am · 0 Comments


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