The darkness is coming but all i can do is let it set in. I have placed myself in a position which i truely regret. My life is shattered and yet i still live it. Cant wait for the rains to come the ill have something to do. All i can do is look to the light, i must fight to stay true but it is so hard the devil tempteth me and my corner stone begins to crack. I must follow the true path. I live a broken dream and there are those who rub it in my face why cant i be left alone. I wish i could just dissapere into the darkness and not be noticed just forgotten. Death is not an option, but tuning it out is so i will do what i have always done and regret it later on but what can i do i am in no bargaining position.
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