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Omg!!!
Well today just before lunch I was called down to the office. I had absolutly no reason why, but I knew something was wrong, I waited for about twenty minutes in the waiting room, when I got called into the principals office. There was a cop, a social worker, the counciler, and the principal. They asked me if I knew why I was there and I told them I had no idea,
Then they asked me if I knew about one of my friends being upset, I thought about one of my friends and asked if she was ok, they said yes, but yesterday she had attempted suicide. I couldnt stop Crying, I was so upset, they said she was ok, and that I am the best friend ever to help her he way I did, but I cant help feeling guilty. About two days ago I was talking to her on msn, she said to me; "would you care if I died tomorrow, or even today for that matter?" I was like "Of course I would!!! Why would you ask such a thing?" she said: "idk im just courious, no biggy, don't get all worried again like u did before lol"
I made her promise me she would be ok, she said "well i can't promise but i am ok right now"
When she asked me that, I should have known something was up, but I was totally oblivious...

She wrote a poem, and it had me in it. It said I am the only thing keeping her alive. That makes me feel even worse, knowing that I am the only thing keeping someone alive, then she tries to kill her self...