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I was bullied at school because I was different in obvious ways and in ways I did not understand and my evangelical 'Christian' parents said I was not trying hard enough and as time went on they saw how different I was and offered to send me 'away' for help with my 'problem' - I went close to the edge, it was dark and lonely I felt my soul had no place to belong and my heart had no right to love.

When I came out my parents and their religion disowned me - BUT it gets better, my brothers loved me, my friends supported me and I've married the most amazing man, I have friends whom I love and cherish and support from the rest of my family, I do my dream job and live a full and beautiful life.

Even when your soul aches for a different world, when you mind can not see past the obstacles in your path, and your heart feels hollow, remember you grow up to make your own world, to live your life and to accept and share love on your terms.

Namaste.

heart I cannot let it pass without saying something about our wedding last month. heart



Scott and I tied the knot on the 22nd July 06 with a civil partnership ceremony in Southend followed by a reception at our home.



The build up was stressy and we had so much to do. I think Scotts time line may actually be heralded and a modern wonder of the world! The day was just perfect we saw all our much-loved friends and family. I spent the whole day blessed out and smiling. The evening was amazing too with loads to eat and drink and I think I managed to get round to talking to everyone!



The next day (Sunday) we jumped ship and ran off on our honeymoon. After an 11hr flight we reached paradise! OMG I will post some pics, but talk about paradise!



We had an amazing time at the hotel we were able to do all sorts of things including riding on the beach first thing in the morning, snorkelling, sailing, tanning, water-skiing, wake boarding, eating, drinking and I even did a bit of Yoga. We went out exploring a couple of times around the island, it is dramatic and beautiful, and we cant wait to go back!



We met some really great people out there too Martha and Nick were on their honeymoon and Dan(ielle) and Fi(ona) were just out there having fun! If all goes to plan, we may be going back out there with the girls in May!



Anyhow were back we loved it and most importantly to all our friends and family (sic), thank you for making our day so wonderful, memorable and special.



Love you all.