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Fill it out if you want. We all know I'm a sucker for chain letters and questionarres! xd

What would you do if:
[1] I committed suicide:
[2] I said I liked you:
[3] I kissed you:
[4] I lived next door to you:
[5] I started smoking:
[6] I stole something:
[7] I was hospitalized:
[8] I ran away from home:
[9] I got into a fight and you weren't there:

What do you think about my:
[1] Personality:
[2] Eyes:
[3] Face:
[4] Hair:
[5] Clothes:
[6] Mannerisms:

Other:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Have I ever hurt you?
[9] Would you hug me?
[10] Would you kiss me?
[11] Would you devirginize me?
[12] Would you marry me?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word.
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[28] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] Do you think I would kill someone?
[31] Are we close?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

This poem is by Zefiris4 and was part of a poetry contest a little while back. I fell in love with it immediately, and now I feel the urge to share it with anyone who chances upon my journal.

Draw An Angel

I will draw an angel
And she'll have paper wings
A custom photograph
To print on my epitaph
When the church bells ring

So I pick a pencil and click in some lead
I know it's graphite but I like to feel
That I have the power of poison in my hands

So I pick a pencil and sketch a feather
Try to recall the wings that I can't remember
Try to be the photo's developer

For a negative that never existed

I will etch an angel
And she'll be skinned in scarlet
A little deeper than a tattoo
Sin? Yes I'll trace that too
And see how it sells on the black market

Play with pocketknives and switch the blades
Make an art out of the masses' escape
Play with pocketknives and switch on the music
Contemplate how the demi-gods sing
But I still don't remember how to draw her wings

Yes I would paint an angel
And she'd have charcoal eyes
Paint my own Monet
To grace the funeral soiree
My eloquent elegiac design

But I've forgotten what a wing looks like
And it's hard to photograph a bird in flight
~Zefiris4~

Please respect her creative abilities by giving her credit for this poem. Thanks!

Random Stuff.......
Random Things About Me

Found this on a friend's Gaia journal and thought 'What the hell, might as well use it.' Here's a bunch of random s**t that you probably didn't care to know about me in the first place.

TEN Random Things About Me
1. I'm obsessed with anime for those who don't know that.
2. I have a hard time believing in true and lasting love.
3. I'm a photographer and want to somehow incorporate that into a later job.
4. I'm a Girl Scout (and a damn good one too!).
5. I draw incessantly, when I'm bored, when I'm tired, any time, anywhere.
6. I love shopping!
7. I'm a hopeless romantic when it comes down to it.
8. I have 3 kitties and I love them all dearly. They are part of my family.
9. I would like to start an animal shelter.
10. I wish that there were never a need for war or crime, but that's not going to happen.

NINE Places I've Visited
1. Virginia (and WV)
2. Alabama (hick part of the family lives there)
3. Maine (Acadia is so beautiful)
4. Boston... or as they put it: Basten
5. Every state on the east coast basically, so I don't keep having to list them.
6. Hell... they wouldn't let me stay.
7. The beach during a hurricane.
8. My oh-so-freaky mind.
9. Your boyfriend's bed. eek

EIGHT Things I want to do before I die
1. My friend put "Find true love" here, but I'll put: find someone that cares enough for me and I them to live with for the rest of my life.
2. Let my friends all know how much they mean to me and the specific things that I love about each of them.
3. Travel the world before college.
4. Become a photojournalist.
5. Stop fighting with my mom. stressed
6. Like I said earlier, start an animal shelter, or some other help center for abused animals.
7. Do mission work in Africa or Asia for several years.
8. Live in the mountains... I've never lived in the mountains, nor have I seen more than a 1/2 inch of snow. It looks like so much fun, and its gorgeous.

SEVEN Ways to win my heart
1. Accept my craziness.
2. Be crazy right there along with me if you so desire.
3. Be confident in who you are and what you want, no matter what happens.
4. Let me know what's on your mind and heart.
5. Don't just use me for my body, it hurts when guys do that.
6. Allow me to know everything you are, even if you think I'll laugh or scorn your flaws.
7. Help me overcome my own faults.

SIX Things I believe in
1. God doesn't exist... he is a creation of those too weak to blame or rely on themselves for their actions.
2. I believe that love exists, but that it tends to be fleeting and can become hatred easily.
3. No one deserves to be cheated on, beat up, raped, mentally tortured, or experience any form of harm.
4. Life is worth living, with all of its pain and burdens, because there is a certain amount of joy even in the tiniest element of life.
5. Holding grudges is bad for the heart, and doesn't ever serve a purpose.
6. There is nothing wrong with perversion, as long as each person's boundaries are respected.

FIVE Things I'm afraid of
1. Needles
2. Losing myself in the fantasy world in which I tend to live
3. Losing my friends to their grimlins and darker halves
4. The known danger
5. Being hurt in relationships

FOUR of my Favorite Items in my bedroom
1. My charcoals
2. My bulletin board full of the fortunes from fortune cookies.
3. My teddy bear.
4. The antique high-armed couch.

THREE Things I do everyday
1. Draw
2. Read
3. Listen to my Japanese songs; they're so calming.

TWO Things I am trying not to do right now
1. Go back to the partying that I used to do.
2. Scare Jonathan away by overstepping his boundaries.

ONE person you want to see right now
01. Katydid (I miss you girly, are you back home yet?)