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They say that people can change. That everyone has the potential to be a good lovingindividual if they want to. It's not true. If your a s**t you will always be a s**t. If your one of the few that is one of those creepy loving saint types... you can be corrupted but there will always be hope for you to turn back but it's pretty unlikely. Once you turn to the dark side of humanity it's over. You will never truely be able to redeam your self. It's nice to think that everyone has the potential to change and love you the way they should. But it's just a fantacy for the weak wretches of our world. I feel betrayed, lost, hurt, angry, and I so hopeless that I just really don't want to face the world any more. I feel like I could die and that would be all right. I'm standing in shallow water at the base of a huge damn. The damn has a crack in it. It's going to break and I'm going to be crushed by everything. But here's the thing; will anyone even notice?
 bladeville · Thu Nov 11, 2004 @ 01:21am · 3 Comments |
